So, I tried uploading pictures but well, you all know what Blogger is like so that plan didn't really work out which is why this post is going to be a short one.
You know, it's amazing how well my parents understand me. Even without me having to tell them, they always seem to know what I'm thinking or what I want. It's quite scary actually. Lol.
On the other hand, through these "difficult" times, I am thankful for this one other thing besides my family. My friends. Coz they always seem to be able to pick me up when I am down. Even if they don't understand simple instructions such as LEAVE COMMENTS ANONYMOUSLY! *ahermmariamjemilaquinceeleeahem* :) I love you both!
And also this one other person who never fails to make me laugh everytime I talk to him! KITFOONG! :D Want to know what I mean? Read for yourself!
KeithKim
Chica bonita (Spanish for pretty lady)
Si?
Wanna come to bangkok for the weekend?
You're joking right?
No. I'm serious.
YES, I WANT!
Owh well, too bad. You have WORK!
Bitch.
Hahahahahahahahahaha! Awww. I have work too! But I may be back in October. Depends though. Jack(son) ain't gonna be there.
BUT I AM!
Yeah, you're right. And I could bring my work back and you could do it for me while I chat with Bryan.
(Said sarcastically) Yeah, sure! I'd be more than willing!
(Said sarcastically also) How I treasure your friendship.
I miss Malaysian food so much.
Tomorrow I will eat nasi lemak.
Tomorrow I will eat tom yum.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
And the day after is pad thai. :(
I LOVE pad thai!
NOT AFTER 30 million gazillion plates!
Oh Keith, what would I do without you? :)
On a completely different note, Bryan and daddy left for Japan today and Aaron left for London/Milan on Sunday for racing. *sigh* Mummy and I didn't go to Japan with Bryan and daddy this time because I have exams and I have to study and mummy wanted to keep me company. :) I miss them already and I can't wait for them to be back. Bryan and daddy will be gone for about a week and Aaron for 3 weeks because he goes to London first and then Italy.
Anyways, I should go and study. Seeing that my mum gave up a trip to Japan so that she could accompany me while I study, I should make the most of this time!
Selamat Hari Raya to all of you! Eat lots of kuih and have lots of fun! :)
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Sunday, September 28, 2008
I'll Never Know What Makes This Man
The past couple of days have been very difficult days for me emotionally. Fighting with friends, ending relationships, getting treated unfairly and realizing you've made mistakes that could affect you for the rest of your life are all things that really seem to suck the life out of you.
But I'm getting ahead of myself aren't I? One thing at a time!
It all started with a simple conversation I had with my dad in his room one night. He told me that if I was planning to take a year off from studying (Which I was), I'd have to tell him exactly what I wanted to do and how I planned to spend that year and what I was going to do after the year was up. His reason was that after taking a year off from studying, it's very easy to take another year and another year and another year and then before I know it, I'm 30 years old and I don't have a degree.
And he's right. So I went back to my room and I thought really really hard. The reason I wanted to take a year off was because I need a break after doing IB and I needed to think about what I wanted to do with my life. I think that choosing to do IB was a very big mistake solely because I am not cut out for this program. It is rigorous, demanding and so draining and I realized last year that I not am built of strong enough stuff for it.
Realizing that was such an emotional hurdle for me because I felt like such a failure. My parents have raised me to be stronger than this and yet, I find myself wanting to give up time and time again because it is so difficult. And so, to prove to myself that I could do it, I refused to give up and chose instead to persevere. However, I persevered for the wrong reasons. I did it not because I wanted to, but because I felt I had to and because I couldn't accept the fact that maybe, there ARE some things which I just CAN'T do (Such as HL Chem. :p I joke!) So now I feel trapped, unhappy and cheated of 2 years of my life spent feeling trapped and unhappy.
You know, in my short 18 years of life, I can honestly say that there has never been a time when I was truly unhappy. My family has given me everything I could want and more and I never had a reason to feel unhappy. But doing IB has opened up a whole flood of emotions I have never felt before. Unhappiness is one of them. Sometimes, when I laugh with my friends or with my family, the laughter sounds so forced and so fake to my ears because inside, I'm not laughing. And lately, I feel like the moments of GENUINE laughter that used to come so easy and so often to me, are becoming so scarce.
Crying in my room by myself in the middle of the night and feeling like such an idiot for jumping into this without thinking it through. Kicking myself for this stupid stupid mistake and knowing that I had no one to blame but myself. Unsure of what my next step would be and how this mistake would affect me for the rest of my life.
Which brings us back to my one year off. If you had asked me 2 years ago if I was going to take one year off, I would have laughed in your face. I am DYING to go to university. (Not to escape from my family (This is in fact what I am dreading the most) but because I need to see the what life is like outside of this little protective air-conditioned bubble my parents have so lovingly built for me. ) But because of IB and because of the way I jumped into it, I now question every single thing I do and maybe it's a good thing but I don't think it is because now I don't know what the fuck I want and THAT is perhaps the scariest thing of all because I am by nature a very decisive person and losing that bit of me feels like losing a part of who I am.
However, having said all this, I have thought long and hard about this and I have figured out something and I spoke to my mom about it. Speaking to her was so difficult because I was so afraid that she would not approve of my decision or that she will be disappointed. And every kid's worst nightmare is to diappoint their parents. Or at least, it's my worst nightmare. All I have to say is that I am so so lucky that I have parents who love me and who will support me even if I tell them I want to jump of cliffs for the rest of my life.
This has been a very difficult post for me to write because to put it simply, I am not comfortable with people knowing how I feel. I am a very private person and I don't like people to know too much stuff about me because I am actually very very guarded with my emotions. But I needed to get this off my chest and this seemed like the easiest way. And so, I would really appreciate it if no one came to talk to me about this or asked me about it or whatever. I'm not disabling comments though but if you have sometime to say, do it anonymously okay? :p And also, although there are other things that I need to get off my chest, I won't do it in this post because there is only so much melancholy you can have in a story. So we shall leave all that for another time.
And btw, I found it very difficult to be unhappy! I am by nature a very happy person and so feeling unhappy was very weird for me and I totally didn't know how to handle it! So what did I do?
I shut myself in my room, read books, listened to music and cried to myself. My cure all! :p And trust me when I say that NO ONE will ever see me cry in public about something like this! The only time you will see me cry in public is probably when I've lost at something. Haha! I'm competitive that way and I HATE to lose! But crying over something like this or over breaking up with a boy, no way!
Actually right, I don't even cry over boys! They're not worth my tears! :p I'm one of those cold hearted bitches who doesn't cry and doesn't feel sad when she breaks up with a guy.
To end this post on a much much MUCH lighter note, let me tell you a joke.
A man was stranded on a desert island for 10 years. One day a beautiful girl swims to shore in a wetsuit....
Man: "Hi! Am I ever happy to see you."
Girl: "Hi! It seems like you've been here a long time. How long has it been since you've had a cigarette?"
Man: "It's been ten years!" With this information the girl unzips a slot on the arm of her wet suit and gives the man a cigarette.
Man: "Oh thank you so much!"
Girl: "So tell me how long its been since you had a drink?"
Man: "It's been ten years" The girl unzips a little longer zipper on her wet suit and comes out with a flask of whiskey and gives the man a drink.
Man: "Oh... thank you so much. You are like a miracle!"
Girl: [Starting to unzip the front of her wet suit.] "So tell me then, how long has it been since you played around?"
Man: "Oh, my God, don't tell me you've got a set of golf clubs in there too?!"
HAHAHAHAHAHA! DAMN FUNNY RIGHT?!? :D
And just so everyone knows, I feel so so much better. :) Like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and chest and now I can breathe again.
But I'm getting ahead of myself aren't I? One thing at a time!
It all started with a simple conversation I had with my dad in his room one night. He told me that if I was planning to take a year off from studying (Which I was), I'd have to tell him exactly what I wanted to do and how I planned to spend that year and what I was going to do after the year was up. His reason was that after taking a year off from studying, it's very easy to take another year and another year and another year and then before I know it, I'm 30 years old and I don't have a degree.
And he's right. So I went back to my room and I thought really really hard. The reason I wanted to take a year off was because I need a break after doing IB and I needed to think about what I wanted to do with my life. I think that choosing to do IB was a very big mistake solely because I am not cut out for this program. It is rigorous, demanding and so draining and I realized last year that I not am built of strong enough stuff for it.
Realizing that was such an emotional hurdle for me because I felt like such a failure. My parents have raised me to be stronger than this and yet, I find myself wanting to give up time and time again because it is so difficult. And so, to prove to myself that I could do it, I refused to give up and chose instead to persevere. However, I persevered for the wrong reasons. I did it not because I wanted to, but because I felt I had to and because I couldn't accept the fact that maybe, there ARE some things which I just CAN'T do (Such as HL Chem. :p I joke!) So now I feel trapped, unhappy and cheated of 2 years of my life spent feeling trapped and unhappy.
You know, in my short 18 years of life, I can honestly say that there has never been a time when I was truly unhappy. My family has given me everything I could want and more and I never had a reason to feel unhappy. But doing IB has opened up a whole flood of emotions I have never felt before. Unhappiness is one of them. Sometimes, when I laugh with my friends or with my family, the laughter sounds so forced and so fake to my ears because inside, I'm not laughing. And lately, I feel like the moments of GENUINE laughter that used to come so easy and so often to me, are becoming so scarce.
Crying in my room by myself in the middle of the night and feeling like such an idiot for jumping into this without thinking it through. Kicking myself for this stupid stupid mistake and knowing that I had no one to blame but myself. Unsure of what my next step would be and how this mistake would affect me for the rest of my life.
Which brings us back to my one year off. If you had asked me 2 years ago if I was going to take one year off, I would have laughed in your face. I am DYING to go to university. (Not to escape from my family (This is in fact what I am dreading the most) but because I need to see the what life is like outside of this little protective air-conditioned bubble my parents have so lovingly built for me. ) But because of IB and because of the way I jumped into it, I now question every single thing I do and maybe it's a good thing but I don't think it is because now I don't know what the fuck I want and THAT is perhaps the scariest thing of all because I am by nature a very decisive person and losing that bit of me feels like losing a part of who I am.
However, having said all this, I have thought long and hard about this and I have figured out something and I spoke to my mom about it. Speaking to her was so difficult because I was so afraid that she would not approve of my decision or that she will be disappointed. And every kid's worst nightmare is to diappoint their parents. Or at least, it's my worst nightmare. All I have to say is that I am so so lucky that I have parents who love me and who will support me even if I tell them I want to jump of cliffs for the rest of my life.
This has been a very difficult post for me to write because to put it simply, I am not comfortable with people knowing how I feel. I am a very private person and I don't like people to know too much stuff about me because I am actually very very guarded with my emotions. But I needed to get this off my chest and this seemed like the easiest way. And so, I would really appreciate it if no one came to talk to me about this or asked me about it or whatever. I'm not disabling comments though but if you have sometime to say, do it anonymously okay? :p And also, although there are other things that I need to get off my chest, I won't do it in this post because there is only so much melancholy you can have in a story. So we shall leave all that for another time.
And btw, I found it very difficult to be unhappy! I am by nature a very happy person and so feeling unhappy was very weird for me and I totally didn't know how to handle it! So what did I do?
I shut myself in my room, read books, listened to music and cried to myself. My cure all! :p And trust me when I say that NO ONE will ever see me cry in public about something like this! The only time you will see me cry in public is probably when I've lost at something. Haha! I'm competitive that way and I HATE to lose! But crying over something like this or over breaking up with a boy, no way!
Actually right, I don't even cry over boys! They're not worth my tears! :p I'm one of those cold hearted bitches who doesn't cry and doesn't feel sad when she breaks up with a guy.
To end this post on a much much MUCH lighter note, let me tell you a joke.
A man was stranded on a desert island for 10 years. One day a beautiful girl swims to shore in a wetsuit....
Man: "Hi! Am I ever happy to see you."
Girl: "Hi! It seems like you've been here a long time. How long has it been since you've had a cigarette?"
Man: "It's been ten years!" With this information the girl unzips a slot on the arm of her wet suit and gives the man a cigarette.
Man: "Oh thank you so much!"
Girl: "So tell me how long its been since you had a drink?"
Man: "It's been ten years" The girl unzips a little longer zipper on her wet suit and comes out with a flask of whiskey and gives the man a drink.
Man: "Oh... thank you so much. You are like a miracle!"
Girl: [Starting to unzip the front of her wet suit.] "So tell me then, how long has it been since you played around?"
Man: "Oh, my God, don't tell me you've got a set of golf clubs in there too?!"
HAHAHAHAHAHA! DAMN FUNNY RIGHT?!? :D
And just so everyone knows, I feel so so much better. :) Like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and chest and now I can breathe again.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Tonight I Just Wanna Make Love
Now that Love&Beauty is over, I feel this odd emptiness because I know that I no longer have to/can/will:
-Rush to KLPac during rush hour traffic worrying about whether or not I'll make it in time.
-Worry about staying in character and trying not to laugh too loud while watching Iedil and Chee Pang do their thing onstage from backstage.
-Play "Zip, Zap, Boing" and the number game with everyone!!!!
-Ask everyone backstage "Does my makeup look the same?" and then have a pair of eyes peer intently at my face.
-Go to Ramadhan bazaar with everyone and buy something from every stall! (Omg, nasi kerabu! I looooove!)
-Laugh about the stupidest, silliest things!
-Worry about not making it on stage in time because of my bagajillion costume changes.
-Do "blood" with Mikey and Gowri! Hahahaha! I think only Mikey and Gowri will get this! :p
However, having said all that, I cannot lie that it is such a relief for Love&Beauty to be over because now I can concentrate on studying for my exams which are drawing nearer and nearer.
And it is also a HUGE relief that I don't have to put on heavy, stage makeup everyday and then have to remove it when I get home after a show, tired and wanting to fall straight into bed and sleep.
And btw, thank you so so much to everyone who came to watch Love&Beauty. Your support means the world to me and on behalf of the rest of the cast and crew, we hope you enjoyed the show!
Pictures from Love&Beauty will be up very very soon. However, I didn't manage to take ANY pictures this time for two reasons.
1. I was way way way too busy this time around to take pictures. There was seriously no time at all! And whatever spare time I had backstage was spent getting into character.
And number 2 was because
I got a new camera and I don't know how to use it.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Sony T-300 in red (Although I wanted pink. :p)
I mean I know how to use it lah! But like I haven't figured out how to fix the white balance, the flash settings etc etc.
I'm damn retarded when it comes to things like this and this camera is particularly confusing! I tried reading the manual book but I didn't understand it! Lol! Anyone who has this camera and can help me, please leave me a comment/call me/text me/whatever! :D
BUT! Although I didn't manage to take pictures, the Love&Beauty media team did! And Olivia, Choon Ean and Poh Sim were kind enough to burn ALL the pictures into a disk for us and so I will be uploading those pictures very soon!
Anyways! No prizes for guessing what I did today!
Business and Chemistry. *sigh*
Tomorrow, I want to go to the Ramadhan bazaar in Taman Tun! I am SO IN LOVE with Ramadhan bazaars! If you haven't been to one yet, GO! Trust me when I say you will have so much fun! :D
And if anyone noticed what was in the background in the first picture, yes, I am now reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows! The last book! I'm so sad you know! Coz it's almost over! I've JUST started reading it. 25 pages in and I'm savouring every moment! Lol. I'm so weird I know!
-Rush to KLPac during rush hour traffic worrying about whether or not I'll make it in time.
-Worry about staying in character and trying not to laugh too loud while watching Iedil and Chee Pang do their thing onstage from backstage.
-Play "Zip, Zap, Boing" and the number game with everyone!!!!
-Ask everyone backstage "Does my makeup look the same?" and then have a pair of eyes peer intently at my face.
-Go to Ramadhan bazaar with everyone and buy something from every stall! (Omg, nasi kerabu! I looooove!)
-Laugh about the stupidest, silliest things!
-Worry about not making it on stage in time because of my bagajillion costume changes.
-Do "blood" with Mikey and Gowri! Hahahaha! I think only Mikey and Gowri will get this! :p
However, having said all that, I cannot lie that it is such a relief for Love&Beauty to be over because now I can concentrate on studying for my exams which are drawing nearer and nearer.
And it is also a HUGE relief that I don't have to put on heavy, stage makeup everyday and then have to remove it when I get home after a show, tired and wanting to fall straight into bed and sleep.
And btw, thank you so so much to everyone who came to watch Love&Beauty. Your support means the world to me and on behalf of the rest of the cast and crew, we hope you enjoyed the show!
Pictures from Love&Beauty will be up very very soon. However, I didn't manage to take ANY pictures this time for two reasons.
1. I was way way way too busy this time around to take pictures. There was seriously no time at all! And whatever spare time I had backstage was spent getting into character.
And number 2 was because
I got a new camera and I don't know how to use it.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Sony T-300 in red (Although I wanted pink. :p)
I mean I know how to use it lah! But like I haven't figured out how to fix the white balance, the flash settings etc etc.
I'm damn retarded when it comes to things like this and this camera is particularly confusing! I tried reading the manual book but I didn't understand it! Lol! Anyone who has this camera and can help me, please leave me a comment/call me/text me/whatever! :D
BUT! Although I didn't manage to take pictures, the Love&Beauty media team did! And Olivia, Choon Ean and Poh Sim were kind enough to burn ALL the pictures into a disk for us and so I will be uploading those pictures very soon!
Anyways! No prizes for guessing what I did today!
Business and Chemistry. *sigh*
Tomorrow, I want to go to the Ramadhan bazaar in Taman Tun! I am SO IN LOVE with Ramadhan bazaars! If you haven't been to one yet, GO! Trust me when I say you will have so much fun! :D
And if anyone noticed what was in the background in the first picture, yes, I am now reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows! The last book! I'm so sad you know! Coz it's almost over! I've JUST started reading it. 25 pages in and I'm savouring every moment! Lol. I'm so weird I know!
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Baby If I'm The Bottom, You're The Top
Way too tired to write a proper post. My eyes are closing as I'm writing this. Lol.
If you haven't already watched Love & Beauty, you have 2 more chances to catch it!
Love & Beauty: The Sonnets of William Shakespeare
Pentas 2, KLPac
3pm and 8.30pm, tomorrow, Sunday, 21st September 2008
RM10 for students (Please bring your student ID!) and RM25 for normal tickets!
And if you HAVEN'T been to a Ramadhan bazaar yet, you HAVE to go! Today was my first time! I went CRAAAAAZY I tell you! Lol. SO MUCH FOOD, OMG!
My fellow T4YP members are introducing me to foods that I never even knew existed!
Anyways! I have to go now and remove the 1" thick makeup that has been slapped onto my face before it does anymore damage to my skin.
If you haven't already watched Love & Beauty, you have 2 more chances to catch it!
Love & Beauty: The Sonnets of William Shakespeare
Pentas 2, KLPac
3pm and 8.30pm, tomorrow, Sunday, 21st September 2008
RM10 for students (Please bring your student ID!) and RM25 for normal tickets!
And if you HAVEN'T been to a Ramadhan bazaar yet, you HAVE to go! Today was my first time! I went CRAAAAAZY I tell you! Lol. SO MUCH FOOD, OMG!
My fellow T4YP members are introducing me to foods that I never even knew existed!
Anyways! I have to go now and remove the 1" thick makeup that has been slapped onto my face before it does anymore damage to my skin.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
To Dream About A Life
Boo for sucky Internet connection! The Internet at home is messed up AGAIN and Streamyx is taking forfuckingever to deal with it! I haven't had proper Internet at home for ages I swear, it's so damn annoying. And I never realized how much I relied on the Internet until now! Lol. So I'm in school now, blogging, just coz I need to.
I was up until like 1.30am last night finishing work and I'm ready to crack. I'm like this close to a nervous breakdown. Especially with Love & Beauty opening this week! ARRRGH!
Come and watch Love & Beauty though okay? :D Details on Facebook or leave me a comment/text me/call me/email me/Facebook me if you want to come! :D
Anyways! I don't wanna write too much coz I should be using this precious time to study. :p So you can look at pictures instead!
A picture is worth a thousand words anyway!
But you know, if a picture is worth a thousand words, why do we bother writing right?
Okay whatever. Forget I just said that! :p
I was going to go into a loooooong argument about how it's actually unnecessary to write essays when we can just take pictures. Lol. It's the TOK student in me!
ANYWAYS! Piiiictuuuures! :D
These are from Saturday during Love & Beauty rehearsal at KLPac. Chee Pang's birthday was on Friday so we surprised him with a cake on Saturday! :)
I didn't manage to get many pictures coz Chee Pang actually had to leave for a family thing right after he cut the cake and it was also buka puasa time so everyone was more interested in eating than taking pictures. Lol.
And these pictures are actually from today. IB2 finally had our photo shoot for our class page for the school magazine.
Theme? White and black. :)
Winson damn poserrr! :p
But he's actually very natural in front of the camera. :) Like you know how some people have no idea what to do? Not Winson! It's very cool actually!
I think Yvonne looks so fab here! Like a model! Lol. But I distinctly remember someone else saying she looks like a female assassin. Lol.
The biggest poser EVER! Seriously! He's ALWAYS ready for a picture!
Danny/Pika/Pau. Everyone calls him different names! Lol. And he's ALWAYS smiling! It's SUPER adorable!
From L-R: Chingo, Khairul, Jon Mah, Poser, Yvonne, Ju.
Danny and I.:) Danny. You rock lah!
Mr Khairulphotographer. Khairul is a freaking genius when it comes to computers. Seriously. Whenever I have a problem with my laptop, I just go to Khairul! Which reminds me, I should ask him to take a look at my web cam coz it's not working. :p
Jon Mah! :D English Literature extraordinaire!
From L-R: Yvonne, Me, Ju, Nads, Chingo. Btw, Nads is in a pink shirt coz she lent her shirt to Ju coz Ju didn't have a white shirt.
I'm really going to miss these people when we leave at the end of the year! You can't do two years of IhellB and not get attached to them! Sniff sniff. Damn, these two years have really flown by!
Anyways! Time for English!
Till the next time when I can blog again. Stupid Streamyx.
I can't notice but to, notice you, noticing me, from across the room, I can see it and can't stop myself from looking and noticing you, noticing me.
I was up until like 1.30am last night finishing work and I'm ready to crack. I'm like this close to a nervous breakdown. Especially with Love & Beauty opening this week! ARRRGH!
Come and watch Love & Beauty though okay? :D Details on Facebook or leave me a comment/text me/call me/email me/Facebook me if you want to come! :D
Anyways! I don't wanna write too much coz I should be using this precious time to study. :p So you can look at pictures instead!
A picture is worth a thousand words anyway!
But you know, if a picture is worth a thousand words, why do we bother writing right?
Okay whatever. Forget I just said that! :p
I was going to go into a loooooong argument about how it's actually unnecessary to write essays when we can just take pictures. Lol. It's the TOK student in me!
ANYWAYS! Piiiictuuuures! :D
These are from Saturday during Love & Beauty rehearsal at KLPac. Chee Pang's birthday was on Friday so we surprised him with a cake on Saturday! :)
I didn't manage to get many pictures coz Chee Pang actually had to leave for a family thing right after he cut the cake and it was also buka puasa time so everyone was more interested in eating than taking pictures. Lol.
And these pictures are actually from today. IB2 finally had our photo shoot for our class page for the school magazine.
Theme? White and black. :)
Winson damn poserrr! :p
But he's actually very natural in front of the camera. :) Like you know how some people have no idea what to do? Not Winson! It's very cool actually!
I think Yvonne looks so fab here! Like a model! Lol. But I distinctly remember someone else saying she looks like a female assassin. Lol.
The biggest poser EVER! Seriously! He's ALWAYS ready for a picture!
Danny/Pika/Pau. Everyone calls him different names! Lol. And he's ALWAYS smiling! It's SUPER adorable!
From L-R: Chingo, Khairul, Jon Mah, Poser, Yvonne, Ju.
Danny and I.:) Danny. You rock lah!
Mr Khairulphotographer. Khairul is a freaking genius when it comes to computers. Seriously. Whenever I have a problem with my laptop, I just go to Khairul! Which reminds me, I should ask him to take a look at my web cam coz it's not working. :p
Jon Mah! :D English Literature extraordinaire!
From L-R: Yvonne, Me, Ju, Nads, Chingo. Btw, Nads is in a pink shirt coz she lent her shirt to Ju coz Ju didn't have a white shirt.
I'm really going to miss these people when we leave at the end of the year! You can't do two years of IhellB and not get attached to them! Sniff sniff. Damn, these two years have really flown by!
Anyways! Time for English!
Till the next time when I can blog again. Stupid Streamyx.
I can't notice but to, notice you, noticing me, from across the room, I can see it and can't stop myself from looking and noticing you, noticing me.
Friday, September 12, 2008
She Spins And She Sways To Whatever Song Plays
Hello everyone! Yay for stable Internet connection! :D
Today I went to the post office to renew my L licence. Please don't give me that face. I am getting my licence soon okay! Don't judge me.
Okay! Back to the point of the story! People are always complaining about the service at the various government departments such as the post office, the passport office, the IC office etc etc. So today, I was dreading going to the post office because I had nothing to look forward to except long lines, unfriendly staff and slow service.
When I got there the number was at 2278 and my number was 2286 so I sat down and was expecting to wait for 45 minutes at least! But I only waited for about 20 minutes and there were only 2 counters! Both of the girls behind the counters were working really fast and when it was my turn, the girl behind my counter was somewhat friendly and actually very helpful (You can be helpful without being friendly!)
So I left the post office with my sanity intact and without muttering curses under my breath about the "damn system in Malaysia!"
I guess sometimes we just have to have a little faith eh?
Now, maybe the government will surprise us too! :p
But you know, as with all other things Malaysian, with every good thing that happens, there will also be a bad thing that happens. Okay, bear with me, I'm being a bit cynical here. :p
I was on my way home from Taman Tun and it was around 4.30pm. So since it's puasa month, the traffic was already quite heavy and as you know, Taman Tun is one of those areas that is ALWAYS jammed! So there was this van that kind of stopped in the middle of the road at the traffic lights even though there was PLENTY of space in front! And he was kind of in the middle of two lanes and obviously, he was holding up traffic lah! So I was thinking to myself "What the hell is this guy doing?!?" And then when the traffic lights turned green, guess who didn't move? So my pakcik drove ahead and I turned around to look at what was happening and guess what I saw? Two Indian men in the van (The driver and the guy in the passenger seat) CHATTING to another driver in another car who was ALSO holding up traffic in his lane! I was so taken aback because I cannot believe that some people can be so inconsiderate! I mean it's already so jam and they're making it even worse because they're CHATTING! And the sad thing is, alot of Malaysians have this attitude. This "I don't care about other people, only myself" attitude. I just think that it's so sad that we live in a society where the majority of the people (Not all!) only care about themselves. That's not what a community is supposed to be!
*sigh*
ANYWAYS! I just remembered something funny that happened at school yesterday. Have to lighten the mood somehow right? :)
If you read my post yesterday, then you'd know that I wore my Aladdin t-shirt to school. So Loser Chen (Thanks Kitt! :D) aka Carmen Chen thought it'd be funny to call me Aladdin. Yah, she's damn lame. I know.
So anyways! I was walking from the cafeteria up to the admin with Aaron and guess what happened?
CarmenAaron(Ong)Kim
Aaron. Why are you walking with Aladdin?
*turns to look at Aaron*
*Starts jumping around like a retarded ballerina* Because I'm Princess Jasmine!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Omg, it was damn funny! Aaron! How you make me laugh!
And okay, actually, I have lots of pictures to post up. But I'm damn lazy. :p Sooooo
When I read this secret, I was so sad. It's such a sad secret isn't it? I wonder if "she" knows that this is the reason he became a workaholic.
COMMUNICATION PEOPLE! Make it work! :p
And
I swear to God, that this is one of my biggest fears.
Recently, I've learnt that sometimes, the things you thought you wanted is not necessarily what makes you happy.
When I do get married, I want the guy to be the one I can't live without, not the one I can live with. I know people who've gotten married just because it seemed like the "right" thing to do after they had stable careers etc etc. And needless to say, those marriages didn't have a happy ending and I don't want to be part of that group. I want to be head-over-heels, trulymadlydeeply, icantlivewithoutyou, youaremywholelife in love with the man I marry!
I believe in happily ever after okay! :p
And one last thing before I go.
This is specially for you DJ Alkezz since you said you read my blog everyday. :)
Riam,my baby, I miss you so much it hurts! This is the most recent picture of the two of us! This was BEFORE I cut my hair! The last time we hung out was at Delicious about a month ago but we didn't take any pictures.
We'll hang out the next time you come back okay baby? I missy mish you my honeypie!
When are you coming back btw?
Today I went to the post office to renew my L licence. Please don't give me that face. I am getting my licence soon okay! Don't judge me.
Okay! Back to the point of the story! People are always complaining about the service at the various government departments such as the post office, the passport office, the IC office etc etc. So today, I was dreading going to the post office because I had nothing to look forward to except long lines, unfriendly staff and slow service.
When I got there the number was at 2278 and my number was 2286 so I sat down and was expecting to wait for 45 minutes at least! But I only waited for about 20 minutes and there were only 2 counters! Both of the girls behind the counters were working really fast and when it was my turn, the girl behind my counter was somewhat friendly and actually very helpful (You can be helpful without being friendly!)
So I left the post office with my sanity intact and without muttering curses under my breath about the "damn system in Malaysia!"
I guess sometimes we just have to have a little faith eh?
Now, maybe the government will surprise us too! :p
But you know, as with all other things Malaysian, with every good thing that happens, there will also be a bad thing that happens. Okay, bear with me, I'm being a bit cynical here. :p
I was on my way home from Taman Tun and it was around 4.30pm. So since it's puasa month, the traffic was already quite heavy and as you know, Taman Tun is one of those areas that is ALWAYS jammed! So there was this van that kind of stopped in the middle of the road at the traffic lights even though there was PLENTY of space in front! And he was kind of in the middle of two lanes and obviously, he was holding up traffic lah! So I was thinking to myself "What the hell is this guy doing?!?" And then when the traffic lights turned green, guess who didn't move? So my pakcik drove ahead and I turned around to look at what was happening and guess what I saw? Two Indian men in the van (The driver and the guy in the passenger seat) CHATTING to another driver in another car who was ALSO holding up traffic in his lane! I was so taken aback because I cannot believe that some people can be so inconsiderate! I mean it's already so jam and they're making it even worse because they're CHATTING! And the sad thing is, alot of Malaysians have this attitude. This "I don't care about other people, only myself" attitude. I just think that it's so sad that we live in a society where the majority of the people (Not all!) only care about themselves. That's not what a community is supposed to be!
*sigh*
ANYWAYS! I just remembered something funny that happened at school yesterday. Have to lighten the mood somehow right? :)
If you read my post yesterday, then you'd know that I wore my Aladdin t-shirt to school. So Loser Chen (Thanks Kitt! :D) aka Carmen Chen thought it'd be funny to call me Aladdin. Yah, she's damn lame. I know.
So anyways! I was walking from the cafeteria up to the admin with Aaron and guess what happened?
CarmenAaron(Ong)Kim
Aaron. Why are you walking with Aladdin?
*turns to look at Aaron*
*Starts jumping around like a retarded ballerina* Because I'm Princess Jasmine!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Omg, it was damn funny! Aaron! How you make me laugh!
And okay, actually, I have lots of pictures to post up. But I'm damn lazy. :p Sooooo
When I read this secret, I was so sad. It's such a sad secret isn't it? I wonder if "she" knows that this is the reason he became a workaholic.
COMMUNICATION PEOPLE! Make it work! :p
And
I swear to God, that this is one of my biggest fears.
Recently, I've learnt that sometimes, the things you thought you wanted is not necessarily what makes you happy.
When I do get married, I want the guy to be the one I can't live without, not the one I can live with. I know people who've gotten married just because it seemed like the "right" thing to do after they had stable careers etc etc. And needless to say, those marriages didn't have a happy ending and I don't want to be part of that group. I want to be head-over-heels, trulymadlydeeply, icantlivewithoutyou, youaremywholelife in love with the man I marry!
I believe in happily ever after okay! :p
And one last thing before I go.
This is specially for you DJ Alkezz since you said you read my blog everyday. :)
Riam,my baby, I miss you so much it hurts! This is the most recent picture of the two of us! This was BEFORE I cut my hair! The last time we hung out was at Delicious about a month ago but we didn't take any pictures.
We'll hang out the next time you come back okay baby? I missy mish you my honeypie!
When are you coming back btw?
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Wearing Thin Down To The Core
Hello everyone! :D Apologies for my extremely long absence. The Internet at home wasn't working and I've also been really busy with school and Love&Beauty. We open in exactly a week! At this time next week, we'll probably be finishing the show! Omg! I'm so nervous coz we had a preview with Joe and Faridah last night and Joe said that Alfred and I weren't "in love" enough! Lol.
You haven't missed much since the last time I blogged anyway. All I've been doing is going to school, studying/doing work, attending rehearsals, doing shoots etc etc.
The most interesting thing I've done in the past 2 weeks is probably the 5 Jingga shoot with Mel and Shermund where I got to meet some very nice people. :) Oh! And I also did this beach shoot with Alfred for Love&Beauty which was MUCHOS fun! We went all the way to Bagan Lalang/Sepang Gold Coast to shoot that scene! (Thank you Aaron for driving me there! :DD) But I've seen the cut video and it looks SO NICE! Olivia, Choon Ean and Poh Sim (The media team for Love&Beauty) are AMAZING!
Anyways! Here are some random pictures that I found in my laptop that I TOTALLY forgot about! :p I only remembered them after Jonathan reminded me about them! Heh. :p
I-Mae and I during MERDEKA CARNIVAL! Omg, I know! Merdeka Carnival was like 3 weeks ago! I'm forgetful okay! (And also a procrastinator. :p)
Jonathan (Whom I haven't seen in AGES and is so handsome now!) and I.
For those of you non Sri KDU-ians who don't know Jonathan, he is SUPER talented when it comes to music! Seriously! The other day, he was telling me what instruments he plays! Yes. InstrumentS. Plural. I can barely play the piano and this guy plays like piano, saxophone, cello (I think) and I don't know what else lah!
Okay. That's it for my Merdeka Carnival pictures. Lol. Yes lah! I know it's damn pathetic okay! But my camera battery was low!
ANYWAYS! Look at what I bought the other day!
How cute is that right? They were selling these notebooks at KLPac in conjunction with the Nutcracker performance they had there and when I saw this, I couldn't resist! It was just TOO precious!
The little ballerina is made from felt so it's 3-d ya'llz! So cool! I totally totally LOVE it! :DD Just looking at it makes me happy! :D
Anddddd. Look at what else I bought!
Yes! I have (finally) bought Twilight! The book everyone is raving about! The new "Harry Potter"!
I haven't started reading it yet though. Why?
Coz right now, I'm (re)reading
This is to pledge my allegiance to Harry Potter! Don't worry my darling, nothing will replace you that easily. You will always have a special place in my heart no matter HOW GOOD Twilight and Edward Cullen turns out to be!
I just realized something. It's supposed to say "Harry Potter: The Boy WHO Lived" not "The Boy THAT Lived". Ah, whatever lah!
So I'm now reading
It took me 2 weeks to finish the first 2 books because I have to study! Normally, I can finish Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone in less than a day. But what to do? Exams. *sigh* Have to study right?
But you know. Seriously. Harry Potter is just so amazing. JK Rowling is such a genius. Her imagery is so damn powerful that whenever I read Harry Potter, I feel as if I'm there with them and no matter how many times I read the damn books, it's still as exciting as the first time I read them!
And btw, I still dream of the day when Dumbledore will write to me and tell me that I've been accepted into Hogwarts! Heh. :p
And I was also one of those crazy people who cried at the end of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Not because I was sad that Fred/Dumbledore/Lupin/Tonks/Snape died (Although I was) but because I was sad that there would be no more Harry Potter books to look forward too anymore!
Lol. Okay. I will stop now before everyone thinks I'm TOO crazy. (This is what 2 hours of CAS forms and 2 hours of Chemistry does to you!)
So uh. In lieu of the 2 hours of CAS forms and 2 hours of Chemistry, I was DYING for a break. (Which should explain the stupid pictures AND poster with Twilight and Harry Potter) And you know, camwhoring with books and paper just isn't the same. Soooooooo
:p
Yah, I haven't showered since I came home from school. :DD For those of you who don't know what I'm talking about, I wore that shirt to school today. :p
I'm so gross lah!
Omg! I'm weird, dorky AND gross! :p
And just in case you're wondering why the lighting in my last camwhore picture is different, it's coz I changed "location" and the light wasn't as bright and I couldn't be bothered to edit it. And I suck at editing pictures anyway. They always turn out looking worse than when I started.
Okay anyways! I've had my break. It's time for me to get back to Periodicity. *sigh*
I will be back soon! Blogging is such a release for me! :)
You haven't missed much since the last time I blogged anyway. All I've been doing is going to school, studying/doing work, attending rehearsals, doing shoots etc etc.
The most interesting thing I've done in the past 2 weeks is probably the 5 Jingga shoot with Mel and Shermund where I got to meet some very nice people. :) Oh! And I also did this beach shoot with Alfred for Love&Beauty which was MUCHOS fun! We went all the way to Bagan Lalang/Sepang Gold Coast to shoot that scene! (Thank you Aaron for driving me there! :DD) But I've seen the cut video and it looks SO NICE! Olivia, Choon Ean and Poh Sim (The media team for Love&Beauty) are AMAZING!
Anyways! Here are some random pictures that I found in my laptop that I TOTALLY forgot about! :p I only remembered them after Jonathan reminded me about them! Heh. :p
I-Mae and I during MERDEKA CARNIVAL! Omg, I know! Merdeka Carnival was like 3 weeks ago! I'm forgetful okay! (And also a procrastinator. :p)
Jonathan (Whom I haven't seen in AGES and is so handsome now!) and I.
For those of you non Sri KDU-ians who don't know Jonathan, he is SUPER talented when it comes to music! Seriously! The other day, he was telling me what instruments he plays! Yes. InstrumentS. Plural. I can barely play the piano and this guy plays like piano, saxophone, cello (I think) and I don't know what else lah!
Okay. That's it for my Merdeka Carnival pictures. Lol. Yes lah! I know it's damn pathetic okay! But my camera battery was low!
ANYWAYS! Look at what I bought the other day!
How cute is that right? They were selling these notebooks at KLPac in conjunction with the Nutcracker performance they had there and when I saw this, I couldn't resist! It was just TOO precious!
The little ballerina is made from felt so it's 3-d ya'llz! So cool! I totally totally LOVE it! :DD Just looking at it makes me happy! :D
Anddddd. Look at what else I bought!
Yes! I have (finally) bought Twilight! The book everyone is raving about! The new "Harry Potter"!
I haven't started reading it yet though. Why?
Coz right now, I'm (re)reading
This is to pledge my allegiance to Harry Potter! Don't worry my darling, nothing will replace you that easily. You will always have a special place in my heart no matter HOW GOOD Twilight and Edward Cullen turns out to be!
I just realized something. It's supposed to say "Harry Potter: The Boy WHO Lived" not "The Boy THAT Lived". Ah, whatever lah!
So I'm now reading
It took me 2 weeks to finish the first 2 books because I have to study! Normally, I can finish Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone in less than a day. But what to do? Exams. *sigh* Have to study right?
But you know. Seriously. Harry Potter is just so amazing. JK Rowling is such a genius. Her imagery is so damn powerful that whenever I read Harry Potter, I feel as if I'm there with them and no matter how many times I read the damn books, it's still as exciting as the first time I read them!
And btw, I still dream of the day when Dumbledore will write to me and tell me that I've been accepted into Hogwarts! Heh. :p
And I was also one of those crazy people who cried at the end of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Not because I was sad that Fred/Dumbledore/Lupin/Tonks/Snape died (Although I was) but because I was sad that there would be no more Harry Potter books to look forward too anymore!
Lol. Okay. I will stop now before everyone thinks I'm TOO crazy. (This is what 2 hours of CAS forms and 2 hours of Chemistry does to you!)
So uh. In lieu of the 2 hours of CAS forms and 2 hours of Chemistry, I was DYING for a break. (Which should explain the stupid pictures AND poster with Twilight and Harry Potter) And you know, camwhoring with books and paper just isn't the same. Soooooooo
:p
Yah, I haven't showered since I came home from school. :DD For those of you who don't know what I'm talking about, I wore that shirt to school today. :p
I'm so gross lah!
Omg! I'm weird, dorky AND gross! :p
And just in case you're wondering why the lighting in my last camwhore picture is different, it's coz I changed "location" and the light wasn't as bright and I couldn't be bothered to edit it. And I suck at editing pictures anyway. They always turn out looking worse than when I started.
Okay anyways! I've had my break. It's time for me to get back to Periodicity. *sigh*
I will be back soon! Blogging is such a release for me! :)
Monday, September 1, 2008
The World Seems A Different Place
Prepare yourself for a VERY long post!
First things first, today is the birthday of someone very important and very special to me.
KITFONG! :DD
This picture was taken the last time Keith came back to KL which was sometime in April if I'm not mistaken which explains why my hair is so much shorter than it is now. :p
Anyways! Time for the soppy stuff! :p
It's amazing that the both of us are still such close friends despite the fact that he's been living in Bangkok for 2 years. In fact, I would consider him as one of my CLOSEST friends and one of the very few people I trust with all my secrets just coz I know he won't judge me and he'd have my back no matter what.
It's actually really funny that the both of us are still so close coz the reason we became friends in the first place was coz of Sing Kiat. And now, the both of us hardly speak to Sing Kiat anymore coz he's hardly ever online but Keith is always there for me when I need to rant or need someone to talk to or whatever.
And every time he comes back to Malaysia, he never fails to call me and hang out with me.
And damn. Typing all this out is making me miss him like crazy even though I'm chatting with him on MSN now! Lol.
And you know, he actually UNDERSTANDS what I'm going through when I complain about IB coz he's doing IB too! Coz trust me, complaining about IB to a someone who's not doing IB is just so unsatisfying coz they will NEVER understand they way IB students feel no matter how hard you try and explain it to them!
To sum it all up, the friendship Keith and I have is obviously one that's going to last a very very long time and I really treasure and value his friendship. I know I can count on him for anything and he knows he can count on me.
Friends like these don't come around very often.
Happy 18th birthday Keith! I hope you had a good one. Did I make you cry? :)
On a completely unrelated topic, I had a driving lessons today (Just 2 more lessons until I can take my test! :DD) and I was driving home on the Federal Highway. All of a sudden, this bus just cuts me off without indicating! Like he just served into my lane really fast! Okay obviously I didn't hit him coz if I did, I wouldn't be typing this out now! (I have good reflexes on the road okay! All the weekends I've spent at the race track has obviously helped! :D) But after that happened, I realized that this is the kind of quality of drivers Malaysia has! It's little things like these that coz big accidents! And the thing is, they're so easily avoidable! Something as simple as indicating when you are about to change lanes can make such a huge difference! And the worst thing about what happened today was that it was a BUS that cut me off! And I was driving a KANCIL! Omg man! If I hadn't been paying attention, I would have died. Okay, fine lah. I wouldn't have died but still! A BUS okay! He is responsible for the lives of all the people on board his bus and he's driving fast and cutting into lanes without indicating. It's so irresponsible and words cannot describe how angry I feel right now because it's not fair that the lives of the passengers are in jeopardy because they have a careless driver!
So all you people who are reading my blog who are also drivers, drive responsibly okay! It's the little things that make a difference. :)
Now on ANOTHER completely unrelated topic, here are some pictures of my crazy T4YP friends (And me :p) last weekend. We were shooting for Love & Beauty so we had alot of time to kill coz we weren't all shooting at the same time. So while the others were shooting, some of us took the opportunity to have a photo shoot of our own! :p
Guess what this is?
Give up?
It's the Leaning Tower of Pisa!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! GEDDIT?!?
Okay, okay, okay!
Guess what this is?!?!?
EIFFEL TOWER!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
There was also the Petronas Twin Towers and the Great Wall of China (Or Chinese as Alfred put it. Lol! Coz our "wall" was made up of all the Chinese T4YP actors!) but I didn't manage to take pictures of it coz it was too kelam kabut. :( Lol.
First outfit during the shoot. All black.
Don't judge me! I couldn't help myself okay! :p Second outfit change. Blue!
And thennnnn, the madness begins.
First, it was just Gowri and I.
And then, Iedil joins in.
And then, Ivan and Gadiy.
And then, Chris!
Iedil's hot bum.
And then Alfred.
Haha! Two of the same pictures coz the lighting was a bit different and I liked both of them! :p
Gadiy looks so handsome here.
Scary pictures of Alfred and Marv.
And here comes Ollie!
I don't know who the people in the next 3 pictures are coz they took these pictures with my camera while I was shooting. Lol.
That's Alfred and I btw.
I couldn't be arsed to caption all the pictures coz there're so many and it would take too long! It already took my FOREVER to upload all of them!
And in case you were wondering, the reason there are so many of the same shots but with different people in them is coz someone would take a cool picture of someone and then when everyone else saw what a cool picture it was, they would yell "EH! DAMN NICE! I ALSO WANT, I ALSO WANT!" Lol.
Credits to most of these pictures go to Iedil who is a whiz with the camera! He added all the cool effects and came up with all the cool ideas for pictures and all. :)
Anyways! It's super late and I'm tired! Bye ya'llz! You better have enjoyed reading this post! Coz it took me SO long to do! :)
First things first, today is the birthday of someone very important and very special to me.
KITFONG! :DD
This picture was taken the last time Keith came back to KL which was sometime in April if I'm not mistaken which explains why my hair is so much shorter than it is now. :p
Anyways! Time for the soppy stuff! :p
It's amazing that the both of us are still such close friends despite the fact that he's been living in Bangkok for 2 years. In fact, I would consider him as one of my CLOSEST friends and one of the very few people I trust with all my secrets just coz I know he won't judge me and he'd have my back no matter what.
It's actually really funny that the both of us are still so close coz the reason we became friends in the first place was coz of Sing Kiat. And now, the both of us hardly speak to Sing Kiat anymore coz he's hardly ever online but Keith is always there for me when I need to rant or need someone to talk to or whatever.
And every time he comes back to Malaysia, he never fails to call me and hang out with me.
And damn. Typing all this out is making me miss him like crazy even though I'm chatting with him on MSN now! Lol.
And you know, he actually UNDERSTANDS what I'm going through when I complain about IB coz he's doing IB too! Coz trust me, complaining about IB to a someone who's not doing IB is just so unsatisfying coz they will NEVER understand they way IB students feel no matter how hard you try and explain it to them!
To sum it all up, the friendship Keith and I have is obviously one that's going to last a very very long time and I really treasure and value his friendship. I know I can count on him for anything and he knows he can count on me.
Friends like these don't come around very often.
Happy 18th birthday Keith! I hope you had a good one. Did I make you cry? :)
On a completely unrelated topic, I had a driving lessons today (Just 2 more lessons until I can take my test! :DD) and I was driving home on the Federal Highway. All of a sudden, this bus just cuts me off without indicating! Like he just served into my lane really fast! Okay obviously I didn't hit him coz if I did, I wouldn't be typing this out now! (I have good reflexes on the road okay! All the weekends I've spent at the race track has obviously helped! :D) But after that happened, I realized that this is the kind of quality of drivers Malaysia has! It's little things like these that coz big accidents! And the thing is, they're so easily avoidable! Something as simple as indicating when you are about to change lanes can make such a huge difference! And the worst thing about what happened today was that it was a BUS that cut me off! And I was driving a KANCIL! Omg man! If I hadn't been paying attention, I would have died. Okay, fine lah. I wouldn't have died but still! A BUS okay! He is responsible for the lives of all the people on board his bus and he's driving fast and cutting into lanes without indicating. It's so irresponsible and words cannot describe how angry I feel right now because it's not fair that the lives of the passengers are in jeopardy because they have a careless driver!
So all you people who are reading my blog who are also drivers, drive responsibly okay! It's the little things that make a difference. :)
Now on ANOTHER completely unrelated topic, here are some pictures of my crazy T4YP friends (And me :p) last weekend. We were shooting for Love & Beauty so we had alot of time to kill coz we weren't all shooting at the same time. So while the others were shooting, some of us took the opportunity to have a photo shoot of our own! :p
Guess what this is?
Give up?
It's the Leaning Tower of Pisa!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! GEDDIT?!?
Okay, okay, okay!
Guess what this is?!?!?
EIFFEL TOWER!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
There was also the Petronas Twin Towers and the Great Wall of China (Or Chinese as Alfred put it. Lol! Coz our "wall" was made up of all the Chinese T4YP actors!) but I didn't manage to take pictures of it coz it was too kelam kabut. :( Lol.
First outfit during the shoot. All black.
Don't judge me! I couldn't help myself okay! :p Second outfit change. Blue!
And thennnnn, the madness begins.
First, it was just Gowri and I.
And then, Iedil joins in.
And then, Ivan and Gadiy.
And then, Chris!
Iedil's hot bum.
And then Alfred.
Haha! Two of the same pictures coz the lighting was a bit different and I liked both of them! :p
Gadiy looks so handsome here.
Scary pictures of Alfred and Marv.
And here comes Ollie!
I don't know who the people in the next 3 pictures are coz they took these pictures with my camera while I was shooting. Lol.
That's Alfred and I btw.
I couldn't be arsed to caption all the pictures coz there're so many and it would take too long! It already took my FOREVER to upload all of them!
And in case you were wondering, the reason there are so many of the same shots but with different people in them is coz someone would take a cool picture of someone and then when everyone else saw what a cool picture it was, they would yell "EH! DAMN NICE! I ALSO WANT, I ALSO WANT!" Lol.
Credits to most of these pictures go to Iedil who is a whiz with the camera! He added all the cool effects and came up with all the cool ideas for pictures and all. :)
Anyways! It's super late and I'm tired! Bye ya'llz! You better have enjoyed reading this post! Coz it took me SO long to do! :)
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