Hello 2008!

Hard to believe that another year has flown by so fast..Its still sinking in that 2007 is over..Seems like just yesterday i was starting my IB program..This year..Im FINISHING! AND im turning 18!! OMG!! So old lah!

Today when i was at KLPac i shouted to Davina and Douglas that im going to be 18 this year and the response i got was "Wah..So young!" coupled with a couple of i-want-to-kill-you-bitch looks..Lol..

But for real..I seriously cant believe 2007 has flown by so fast..Time just seems to be passing faster and faster..And its so surreal that so many of my friends have FINISHED college and are applying for uni! Its like "Whaaa?!? But we just finished SPM!!"

2007 was a very bittersweet year for me..There were many good moments, a few bad ones and some that still makes me cringe in embarassment or boil over with anger..But everything that happened to me will only make me a stronger person..

See! This is what the new year does to you! It makes you all sentimental and corny and stuff..

Some pictures to sum up my year..Important events and important people..If i missed out your picture..Im really sorry..But if you're important to me..You'll know who you are.. :)

Thank you to all the people who have made this year a memorable one for me and i really hope that 2008 is as good (or better!) than 2007!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

300 Thread Count Egyptian Cotton

Hi! Dont hate me! I've been busy! : ) But i really HAVE to get something thats been bugging me off my chest..

Lately i've realised that everytime i eat..I feel guilty..Like literally..Everytime i put something into my mouth i hear this voice in my head saying "You dont need that extra 150 calories" but i ignore it and i eat anyway but then im consumed by this guilt and i make a vow to myself that im not going to eat lunch/dinner..

Im not skinny but neither am i fat! I KNOW im not fat weighing in at 43kg! But im always thinking that "losing another kilo or two wont hurt"

Its incredible the pressure that many people feel today to be "beautiful" And its not just the girls who feel it but the guys do too!

What never ceases to amaze me is how people sometimes forget that beauty really IS only skin deep! Your thick head of hair will start to drop..Your pert and perfectly shaped butt will sag..Your flawless skin will be wrinkled and yet we all try day in and day out to lose a couple of kilos, to get rid of that wrinkle with the latest hundred dollar wrinkle cream and to get abs like Jessica Alba and do 57070911293 sit ups a day..

Im not saying that its wrong to want to be and feel beautiful..Everyone wants to feel beautiful and im not gonna deny the fact that i always appreciate it when someone compliments me on my hair or my skin or whatever..What im saying is that we shouldnt let this need rule our lives and we DEFINITELY shouldnt let it make you feel guilty when you're eating some chocolate after a hard day!

So you know..My new year's resolution is going to be to stop worrying so much about the "weight" i've put on and the "huge-ness" of my arms and the "tiny-ness" of my boobies because i KNOW im not fat and okay fine..My boobs are kinda tiny but whatever! Tiny boobs are cool!

Its all unnecesarry worrying anyway and besides..It might give me a wrinkle! ; )

Btw..Here's a gorgeous shot of the girls on opening night..Dont you just LOVE the blonde wigs and the short skirts! : )



From L-R: Shana, Davina, Carol, Me, Shikin, Denise, Sue Ann and Ina

The Stars Shine Bright

I know i promised to blog! But if you knew how crazy my schedule has been this week..You'd forgive me!

So! Aladdin opens TOMORROW! And we'll be running right up until the 6th of January..Tickets are RM100, RM80, RM60 and RM40 (For students, senior citizens and disabled) Come and watch the show okay? I promise you wont be disappointed! Its fun and colourful and funny and the skirts are really reaaaally short!! :p To Ben, Riam, Jijam, Ling and Manda..Sorry..Its not an option for you guys to come..You're coming!



As part of the promotions for Aladdin..A couple of us will be going around with the Fly FM Troopers to play games and give out free stuff to people next week and i'll be going on Tuesday, Thursday and Friday..Omg..My schedule is SO crazy! And its supposed to be my holidays!

Okay anyways! I still havent posted up pictures from Dubai and there're SO MANY so im dividing them up..And here are the first 20 pictures!

For those of you who dont know..We went to Dubai because Bryan was representing Malaysia in the Rotax Max World Finals in the Junior category..



Bryan and Aditya (Who's super nice and super funny!) fooling around while waiting to register..Aditya was the Indian representative in the Senior category..

The next couple of pictures are of Bryan and daddy registering Bryan as a driver..My dad insisted i take pictures since it was Bryan's first time at World Finals..

The registration was extremely organized..Each driver had his own packet which contained the schedule and passes and blah blah blah..It was pretty cool to watch everything get executed with such precision..No one was all Where's this and where can i find that?

After the registration..We went to Al Ain Mall to do some shopping and have lunch and all that..The food there is so yummy! Their bread and yoghurt!! So yumms!! Then we had coffee at this little cafe and daddy and John ordered coffee..I dont know if its a latte or a cappucino or whatever..But when it came..

It had a little heart in the center!! So cute!! I had to take a picture!

I didnt wanna take a picture of this one coz the heart is kinda retarded..But i felt bad for it..So i took a picture anyways..

So after that..We went back to the hotel and there were these huge..Hills..Mountains..Whatever you wanna call them and my mum was like "Lets go climb on top!" So me and Bryan were like "Okay..We dont have anything else to do anyway!"

Bryan and my mum..The hills/mountains/whatever were made of like slate? I think thats what you call it..Its like layers of brittle rock..So it wasnt very hard to climb..

My shadow..There were no trees ANYWHERE!

Look at how blue the sky is! There's literally not a cloud in the sky! Not one! When we came back to Malaysia Bryan and i were like "Clouds! Trees!"

Bryan looking very tiny and very lost in the vastness of it all..

The..Thing we climbed..

Love this picture of my mum!

Anyways! Its getting late and i havent removed my make up since rehearsal just now and i have to get lots of rest because we're opening TOMORROW!!

I'll try my best to blog again tomorrow about opening night and i'll post more pictures from Dubai.. : )

Wish me luck everyone!

Im Gonna Let The Waves Carry Me

Hiiii everybody!! I sincerely apologize for the lack of updates because i've really been so damn busy since i got back from Dubai..

On Tuesday, i was just too tired and too jet lagged to go anywhere or do anything except go for rehearsal at night..

On Wednesday..I had a Fair and Lovely shoot with Emmanuel and i met his darling friends Aaron, Melvin and Jab..

On Thursday..I had ANOTHER photo shoot and press conference for the Aladdin musical..And then after that was lunch (And too much drink..Lol!) with my lovely girls at The Curve..

On Friday..I FINALLY got to see Ben since coming back from Dubai (See! Im genuinely busy! I didnt even get to see my boyfriend when i came back!) And we went to The Curve (Again..Yes, im boring..Dont judge me) for a movie (Hitman was FREAKING AWESOME!) and lunch at Sakae Suhsi..

On Saturday (Which was yesterday) I went for rehearals in the afternoon and then i had to split my time very wisely coz yesterday was my grandparents anniversary dinner (Although it wasnt their real anniversary) and also my anniversary with Ben..Yup! One year baby! : )

So, i've got TONNES of pictures to upload and im making a promise to myself to blog everyday until all the pictures are posted!

So here are the pictures from the 23rd of November..The first day of the A1 race in Sepang..We didnt get to go on Saturday and Sunday coz we were in Dubai so we went on Friday instead..And just so you know..This is the first time we've missed the A1 race in Sepang..We were there the last two times..

Aaron got us pit passes so we watched both sessions in the pit and i have to say that im amazed at how clean everything is considering the majority of the team is made up of men..Lol!Everyone's always wiping spilled oil from the floor or sweeping the floor when it gets dirty and its so organized! Its literally a case of "A place for everything and everything in it's place"

And okay..You know right..I always forget how hot Alex is in real life..His pictures just dont do him justice..He's so much better looking in real life! Everytime i see him im so blown away by his hot-ness and its like "Whoaa! He's cute!" And then its like "Damnit! He's married! With a kid!" Lol..

Quite a few karters were there too so it was kinda like we were at the (go-kart) track and ohmygod lunch was so bloody funnay! I had more fun at lunch than i did watching the sessions! Lol!

So anyways! Pictures!



Aaron during the rookie session..You have to look at their helmets to tell them apart..Alex's helmet has the Malaysian flag on the top..And look at the row of helmets the mechanics use during the pit stop! Look at how arranged and straight they are! See! A place for everything and everything in it's place..



Im not sure what everyone's looking at but i thought everyone looked so cute in their matching outfits and those ear thingies on their heads..And just in case you're wondering..Yes they are wearing matching shoes..The whole team is decked out in matching attire from the shirts right up to shoes..Even their pants are the same okay! Lol..



Watching the rookie session..At least i think it was the rookie session la..



This is where we watched Alex and Aaron drive..The screen on the left shows the track and the screen on the right shows the lap times and who's fastest and stuff..



Alex just before he practiced his standing stop..It doesnt look so fast on tv but its bloody fast in real life..



This machine is so damn bloody complicated and i wanted to take a picture to show everyone how bloody complicated it is but then the mechanics got in the way coz they were changing the settings for Alex..And ohmygod you should see how fast they work..Its like bzzzz bzzzz boom chang chang klunk and he's off! Whooo! Damn adrenaline wei..

Overall..I had a good time coz we laughed alot and made fun of people a bit..Alot..Lol! I went to watch a movie with Ben at night..30 Days of Night..I actually kinda enjoyed it but it's the kind of movie you can only watch once..

And im going to be SUPER SUPER busy next week coz CHARM is performing at Cineleisure (Come and support us!) and i have one week to learn the routine..OMG!! And on top of CHARM practices i still have my Aladdin rehearsals so im going to be super super super busy..But..I will make it a point to blog.. : )

Okay! Time for a shower..Bye ya'll..

Sweeter Than You

Im back from Dubai bitches! I had an awesome time..Dubai was gorgeous and the guys at the track were even more gorgeous..Haha! Seriously okay! And i can ASSURE you that white guys definitely have nicer bodies than Asian guys..Sorry people-of-my-own-race..

But okay okay..We'll leave Dubai for another time when i've uploaded all the pictures.. : )









I've missed my babies like CRAZY!! I cant wait to see you guys again!! Love you all with all all all my heart!!



Manda! I havent seen you in forfreakingever! Hurry up and call me bitch!



And M..You seriously have no idea how much i miss you..Seriously..I miss hanging out at your house playing with Zaen and talking about nothing..I miss your crazy, weird ass laughing..I miss you asking me if i have gum or mints..I miss eating chapatti and sardines at Makbu with you..I miss driving with you in your car and almost killing myself 3 out of 4 times..I miss you like crazy fucks M baby!

I miss my friends! : (