I Could Never Love The Ion Vein

In case you're wondering what kind of weird title i have..Its my boyfriend's favourite line from his favourite song..Bury Your Head - Saosin..Ya..He's weird..And he complained that i hadnt blogged about him all week so i had to blog about him..Pfft..Men..Cant live with them, cant live without them..



Im even including one of his favourite pictures of us in case he complains that i dont post pictures of us! : ) Im such a perfect, thoughtful, sweet and loving girlfriend right! Ben's so lucky to have me!

ANYWAYS! I had a very rehearsal/practice oriented weekend and i didnt go out much coz Number 1. I had Aladdin rehearsals on Saturday afternoon and then cheer practice this afternoon and Number 2. Coz all my friends AND my boyfriend, Ben were in Malacca for the rave..Bitches..They left me all alone in KL..I know you guys had fun and i know you guys missed me.. : D

So this morning, i woke up earlyforaSundaymorning coz my parents wanted to go see our new apartment in Kenny Hills..Apparently..That place is haunted..I dont know how true that is but if you know, let me know kay? But the area is sooo nice and the apartment is HUUUUGE! Huge for an apartment la..Then we went for lunch at this restaurant called Relish in Bangsar..Its owned by a friend of ours and oh yummm! Their food is so so good! Im definitely taking Ben there for lunch one day! Came back and then went for cheer practice..I love cheer practice you know! I love the people coz they're so damn freaking funny and ohmygod i LOVE stunting! Lol..Then Jijam and Ben came to pick me and and send me home..

See! I told you i had a boring weekend! I feel so inadequate compared to all the happening people who went to the rave.. : (

Whatever la okay! Im going to Thailand on Wednesday which is SO MUCH COOLER coz i get to shop..Haha!

Oh and honey..I've enlarged your name and the word boyfriend so that you dont miss it.. : ) Love you!

Before The Intro's Halfway Through

I've always been the kind of person who has alot going on in her life..I've always got one thing or another to do or finish..But lately, my life has been so crazy and i've had so so many things to do and i find myself feeling truly exhausted by the end of the day..

Aladdin rehearsals are really draining all the energy out of me..You really cant imagine how exhausting it is until you actually experienced it for yourself..And im no stranger to performing..There have been PLENTY of times when im rushing to perfect a routine, or learn the lyrics to a song..But i've honestly never been so worked up and stressed over a performance as i am now..The pressure on me to perfect my dance steps and remember my lyrics and harmonies is just so physically and emotionally tiring..

You know how people say acting and singing and dancing is all so glamorous? Well..Maybe it is once you've got the make-up and costumes on..But to GET to put on the make-up and costumes..You have work really really really hard..

Dont get me wrong though..I do enjoy my practices, i love the people im working with and up till now i feel like it's such a fluke that i got into Aladdin..I mean im the youngest there and most of the people im working with have previous experience working in theatre so i think its so amazing that i managed to get in..

And also, my family and i have been so busy with our lives that we havent been spending much time together lately..My dad with Skin Food, my mum with the DP (My mum's on the lawyer's Diciplinary Board), me with cheer and Aladdin and Bryan with racing..But even though we're all so busy, we always make it a point to have dinner together at least 3 times a week and i've really started appreciating the time i spend with them..But i really cant wait until all this is over so we can all spend lazy Sunday's at home or Saturday shopping trips at Midvalley and OU with my mum..

After all that being said, i still want Aladdin practices to go on forever and ever because i know once its all over, im gonna miss it like crazy!

Anyway! Enough rambling..Off i go to bed for some much needed beauty sleep..

Oh..And i MUST MUST MUST finish my EE tomorrow! :p

The Venom In Their Eyes

I actually wanted to blog about this yesterday and yesterday yesterday but Blogger was down (Stupid bitch) so i couldnt..So anyways! I know im like 5 days too late but screw you okay..Nothing is gonna stop me from blogging about how Kimi Raikkonen is FINALLY the F1 World Champion..

Yup, thats right! After Hamilton led the driver's championship for pretty much the whole season, Kimi came back in the last two races and took the championship from Hamilton by ONE point! This story is very similiar to how Bryan won the Malaysian Junior Karting Championship..Fei Hoong was leading the championship the whole season and but Bryan won by ONE point in a story similiar to the Hamilton-Alonso-Raikkonen saga..Ohmygod, this is a sign..My little brother is destined for great things..

So anyways! Bryan and i stayed up to watch the last race of the season (Ya..We stayed up until like 1 something watching Kimi kick ass) and ohmygod, such an exciting race! Seriously! Massa and Kimi's start was FABULOUS! Total teamwork man! Massa actually qualified first and Kimi third but it was Massa-Kimi-Alonso into turn 1..I think that this race was the race of the season..

Personally, i think that Hamilton made alot of rookie mistakes during the race la..Like he kinda lost his head and started panicking when he lost 2 positions into turn 1 and he was just so desperate to get back into the lead..He made this stupid mistake trying to overtake Alonso when even i could see it so could not be done..

But it was also bad luck coz he had a gearbox failure and i think if it wasnt for that, he probably would have been able to fight his way back into point standings..Poor Hamilton..

But hey! Thats not the end of the story! McLaren (Who were involved in a Ferrari spying scandal which caused them to be stripped of their constructors championship points) are now protesting the fuel used by the BMW Sauber team and another team..I forget which one..So anyways..If the protest is succesful and the 4 drivers from those two teams are disqualified, then Hamilton get the championship..

How desperate can Ron Dennis (Boss of Mclaren Mercedes) get..So pathetic..I cant believe that he wants to strip Kimi of the title so Hamilton can get it AFTER Kimi has been awarded the title..First the spying scandal and now this..No dignity man..

Whatever..Everyone knows that Kimi is a good driver and he really deserves this championship..Its been a long time coming and im so thrilled that Kimi got it! : )





And for all those people who are all "Why is she talking as if she knows so much about racing blah blah blah" Its coz i really do know..I understand everything the commentators are saying, i know when the driver has taken a bad line, i know what it feels like when you win/lose a race..So i do know so dont be all "She doesnt know what she's talking about"

Cant wait for next season to start but for now..I have my A1 fix la.. : )

You're My Sugar Dandy

I have a good reason for not blogging regularly..Really..Its coz of Facebook..Its like a drug and im addicted to it like Britney Spears is addicted to Starbucks (Amongst other things..Lol..)

So aaaaanyways!! I went to Mardigras on Saturday with Jijam, Ling and Kris..My first time there..So not happening lah me..So it was ooooookaaay..I wouldnt mind going back there again but in my opinion, the DJ really isnt up to standard..

I mean im not like an expert in DJ's and music and stuff so for all i know he could be really good..But i personally dont like the way he spins..Its a bit..Weird-ish..Best music i've heard clubbing? Zouk, Loft..Seriously..The music there is freaking awesome..Oh damn! Now i feel like going to Loft!

Oh and there was a raid AND a fight at Mardigras that night!! So freaking exciting!! (The fight not the raid) Me and Ling were like "Ohmygod!Yes! Yes! Fight!" Lol..I've never seen a fight before okay! I always hear like Ben and Jam and Siang and all talk about this fight la and that fight la but i've never actually gotten to SEE a fight so i was damn excited! There was alot of yelling and cursing and pushing involved but no real fighting like punching and kicking and biting and all that stuff but there was someone who sprayed pepper spray and it hit some people in the face and everyone was coughing and sneezing and stuff..We managed to get out before the raid started coz..Eh! How did we know there was gonna be a raid ah? I think someone told us..But anyways! We got out before the raid lah..

All in all..I had a good time and i wouldnt mind going again.. : )

Pictures!



I've missed clubbing with her like CRAZY! Last time we clubbed was Loft, Zouk during Merdeka!! OMG!!



Hi ya'll..



Love you Ling baby..



Siang..You better call me more often..I miss you la!



Someone else i havent seen for a loooong time..Come back for cheer la you lazy pig..



Krissy booooo!



Nizam and HEMRAJ!!



On the way to Mardigras..



The three of us..



They look like they should be on a Christmas tree..



My Jijammm!!



K3..



My babyboo!



Ksquared..



The three of us again..



Kris and i..

In case you didnt realize..We were all wearing red that night..I dont know why la, it was pure coincidence..

I wanna club again this week but everyone will be at Revelation and im not going coz i have Aladdin rehearsals and i dont like raves..

So i'll spending a quiet weekend at home.. : )

We're One And The Same

So i went to school today and it was a complete waste of my time coz we didnt have any classes coz everyone was busy practicing for P&A night which is two weeks away..So my guilt was so misplaced and i feel so conned man!! The only "useful" information i got is that our EE is due next Friday and i've barely done anything..Oh..And if i dont finish it by next Friday, i have to go to school on Saturday to finish it..IB is such a bitch..

Anyways..During the Raya holidays, i had plenty of time to catch up on dvds (Ya i havent been clubbing..Whatever okay..Im a boring person) and you know what? I am such a hopeless romantic!! I live for movies and books like PS, I Love You, Titanic, Romeo and Juliet, Pretty Woman etc etc..Its like my own little dream that one day i'll meet Mr. Right and he'll be handsome and funny and thoughtful and sensitive and perfect and he'll surprise me with flowers and take me to Tiffany's and take me out for romantic dinners at exquisite restaurants and you know..It'll be nice if he was some famous actor or prince or football superstar or something..Lol! Maybe its every girl's dream or maybe im being idealistic or maybe im just a product of media hype but you gotta admit that its one helluva fantasy!

So anyways! Here are a couple of movies i reccomend for all the hopeless romantics out there..Oh and the whole romance thing is just so much nicer to experience when the guy is hot..Lol..And also..Im recommending these coz these were the ones i watched during the holidays la! There are plenty plenty more other super romantic movies to watch..



Oh, i loooooove this movie! Its just so real you know? Drew Barrymore is one of my favourite actresses coz she always embodies her character so well and Hugh Grant is so dreamy! I dont find him hot but he's so..Charismatic! Anyways! The plot of the movie is kinda far fetched but the way Barrymore and Grant play the two main characters makes it seem like it could be real people, you know? And oh, that song is just the sweetest thing ever and when he sings that song during the concert..Ohmygod i felt all fluttery inside! Damnit! Why cant i meet a washed up pop star to fall in love with so that he can sing me a song at like..Gwen's concert or something?



This movie is about this woman Gray (Jennifer Garner) whose fiance dies before their wedding..So im not gonna explain the whole plot here coz it would take too long and too complicated but basically, she finds out that her fiance cheated on her and fathered a son she never knew about and through all this..She falls in love with his bestfriend (Whom might i add is SO HOT!) who is there for here through all of that..Okay lah..It doesnt sound so romantic here but it is okay..And he's so hot la!



Okay basically..This movie made me cry and made me want to marry my own hot Danish prince too..This is seriously such a fairy tale! One of my favourite movies ever! I can watch this movie a million times and still feel all warm and *siiiigh* inside..There are so many things i wanna say about this movie but its just so freaking awesome that i cant spit out the words to describe it..And thats saying alot considering im an English Lit AND a Theatre student, so im supposed to be able to ANALYZE but i just cant for this movie coz its so..Amazing!



Okay, i know this movie was supposed to be funny but i actually found it more romantic than funny..I mean the fact that their love is so unconventional makes the movie so good..I mean im sure no one expects to meet Mr Right in a club after sex AFTER you find out he's impregnated you..But you know..Thats what i find so romantic about this movie..Its that it worked out even after all the obstacles they faced and you know..Thats real love man!



Okay la fine..The romance factor in this movie was practically non-existant but the guy is so hot la..So i included it in coz he's so sexy.. :p And also coz despite the fact that i find Linsay Lohan annoying..She's actually a pretty good actress! Really!

Anyways! I have Aladdin rehearsals in like 45 minutes so i should go get ready..And you know what..I've got this warm *siiiigh* feeling now so i think im gonna go talk to my boyfriend first..

To The Place Where We Belong

I didnt go to school today and now i feel soooooo guilty!! But the thing is right..Im not involved in P&A night anymore coz im gonna be in Bangkok on the 2nd which is P&A night.. : ( It kinda sucks coz i was reaaaaally looking forward to performing this year but family first right?

Anyways! My first year of IB is coming to an end and i REALLY need to organize my CAS folder which is practically non-existant and i REALLYREALLYREALLY need to move FORWARD on my EE which is due in 3 weeks..Oh fuckfuckfuckityfuck!! Okay okay..Im going to school tomorrow and NO MORE MISSING CLASSES!!

Oh shite i feel so damn bad for not going to school now!!

I've gotten some of my results back and they're okaaaay..Not excellent, but okay la.. 15/20 for English, 16/20 for Business and 13/20 for Spanish..I havent got my exact Math and Chem results back yet but im pretty sure i failed both..Damnit!! I hate Math and Chem!! And i havent got my Theatre marks back yet but i think i should do okay for that one..

Okay okay..Im definitely going to school tomorrow..I feel guilty..Can you tell? Lol..Aaaaaargh!! EE!!

Moving on to happier, less heart attack inducing things..I've finally got a Facebook account!! : D Lol..Yes la..I know im so not happening now only get Facebook but whatever okay..I cant be as cool as all you cool Facebook people..So add me kaaay!! : )

Oh and also right..There has been a sudden tsunami of online shopping blogs and ooooooh!! So much fun!! I lovelovelove to shop and some of the stuff is pretty nice but i doubt i'll buy anything coz i like to try on my clothes before i buy them to see if it suits me or not..Coz you know, it might look gorgeous on the manequin but it may not look so good on you..But nevertheless, its so much fun browsing through all these blogs!!

My rehearsals for Aladdin have started and so far, im having fun..Its really tiring though coz im not used to singing so much for such a long time so my voice hurts after practice..The people are all so so nice but we're all still getting to know each other..I expect by the time December rolls around, we'll all be one big happy family! Lol..

Im not sure if anyone knows about this, but a lady died in Sungei Wang on Monday coz she fell from the third floor..There was an article on it in the Star yesterday but just a small column..Apparently, she was sitting on the railing talking on the phone and then the phone dropped and she reached out to grab it and then she fell..Poor thing..She was 32 i think with two kids..If you're wondering why i know all this..Its coz daddy has a Skin Food store in Sungei Wang so the owner of the store told us about it..She said it was really messy and the police came and all..So dont sit on railings okay you guys!! You never know what will happen!!

So anyways! Here are some pictures of random happenings in my life which i havent posted..Im actually posting this more for the benefit of my friends whom i KNOW will take the pictures to post on Facebook/msn etc etc..Ya Jijam and Ling..Im talking about you guys..

Ben, Ling, Acap and I @ Pink



I swear to God that me and Ben didnt plan our outfits..This (Matching outfits) happens alot actually..Coz Ben's freaking wardrobe is limited to shirts in black, white, brown and black..And black..

Ben and Acap decided to play with cards..



Their first lousy attempt at a card house (Is that what its called? A card house? Hahahahaha! Like a guard house!!)



Second attempt..Getting better!!



Third attempt..Fuuuuyoooh!! Sampoerna!!



The last attempt..I must say la..They got pretty good in the span of like an hour..Yes..We sat in Pink for an HOUR buliding card houses..



The big bad wolf..



Ling's pathetic attempt at building a card house..

Shopping with my mum @ Gardens..



You like my red flats?? : ) I like!! My mum was looking for a pair of formal shoes so we had gone to like 17394 shoe shops and i was soooooo bored and the shop we were in at the time had all these cool mirror thingys and i could resist la!!

Family barbecue @ my place..



Michelle and I..She is soooo cute isnt she? She's Aunty Chris and Uncle Paul's daughter..

Being lazy @ home during the Raya holidays..



My precious baby!!! Soooooo adorable!! And sooooooo fat!! And she's the one being lazy btw, not me.. :p

Jijam foosing @ Brewball..



Ew, look at his face!! You're so full of it Jijam..Lol..No laaa..Love you!!



Jijam's signature move!!

Barbecue @ Jijam's place..

I look terrible in these pictures coz i was so tired and sweaty and i couldnt be arsed to put on any makeup..So whatever lah kay!



I have very few pictures with Nizam which is weird considering we spend so much time together..



The four of us..



Ling..Your eyelashes look freaking awesome in this picture..If you're using mascara, please tell me the brand and if you're not, screw you..

Okay..

I will go to school tomorrow..

I Like The Way It Hits My Lips

Today is the first day of Raya and since we live in such a multicutural country, my family and i were busy visiting open houses..To qoute Nizam "What the fuck Kim, how come you're the one at the open house when im the one thats Malay?" Haha!

I guess it kinda helps that my family is the perfect definition of multicultural..There is every kind of blood in my family..No joke..Chinese, Persian, Malay and Eurasian..Sooo..We celebrate Hari Raya, Chinese New Year, Christmas and Navroj which is the Persian new year..The only local holiday we DONT celebrate is Deepavali..Lol!

So anyways! My Raya was spent visiting my grand uncle in the morning and then one of my grandma's very close friends in the afternoon..



My cousin Danial and i..And look! Coincidence but we match!!



Aunty Za and Bryan..She's Danial's mum..And on the right of the picture is Imran, Danial's brother..He's the one in the light brown baju..

We were all too busy eating and talking to take many pictures but there are quite a few piccies in Danial's camera..

I lovelovelove hanging out with them coz we get along SO well so it sucks that we dont hang out that often! I remember when all of us went on holiday to Redang together once..So much fun! All we did for like 4 days was swim, eat, snorkel, swim, sleep, swim..Lol!

Anyways..The next picture is for Ben..



See hon! I told you she was fine! Sorry the picture is blurr she (The puppy) wouldnt stop moving but isnt she SO precious?!?

Oh! And guess what me and Jijam saw the other day at Midvalley?





Haha! Ohmygod right! I wonder how this person passed his/her parking component in his/her driving exam..Nizam thinks that "Kancil's are a waste of parking space" Lol! But you know..Isnt it SO annoying when you think you've got a parking spot only to find a Kancil parked there? You feel so conned!

And just in case anyone is wondering why i have Malay cousins when im not Malay..Its coz my grandfathers brother (Which means he's my grand uncle) is a convert.. : )

Oh..And i've also edited my link list coz there were SO MANY people who had either not blogged in forever or had moved..So im not sure if i missed anyone out but if i did, please leave me a comment so i can link you okay?

Anyways!! I have work to do la..Not IB work but P&A Night work..But actually..I should be working on my EE..Ugh..

EE is such a pain..

Soooo..Selamat Hari Raya to everyone!! And yes im saying everyone coz in Malaysia, everyone seems to celebrate all the festivals regardless of whether they're Chritian, Muslim, Sikh or Buddhist..You know what i mean right? Like you go visit your Malay/Indian/Chinese friends during their respective festivals and they come visit you during yours..So you know..Indirectly, you're celebrating the holiday la! Thats one of the things i love about Malaysia! We use any reason to throw a party with good food! : p

Where My Heart Has Been

So my holidays are going to be busy as all hell..Between practice for P&A Night, Aladdin rehearsals and cheer practice, i'll probably have very little time for myself..

Miss Foo and Miss Kalai confirmed with me today what im doing this year..SIX PERFORMANCES!! 4 dances and im singing 2 songs..Thats a new record yo! But im really excited about it..It sounds like its going to be so fab! And Miss Foo and Miss Kalai are keeping the details a secret from everyone except performers so if you wanna know what we're doing this year, you'll have to wait and see! But its going to be good lah..I have a good feeling about it..

And if you're wondering what Aladdin thing im talking about, i've got this small role in a pantomime/musical thats showing at the KLPac at the end of the year..But its just a small role, im only a chorus member..The main cast are all people like Harith Iskandar and Douglas Lim..But i went for the script reading the other day and the script is really good..Really funny..So im really excited and this is my first professional show! And the best part is that i get to sing, dance AND act all at the same time!! : D

So i've got 5 days of holidays all to myself and then ALL the rehearsals and practices start!!

Ben left for Sabah today.. : ( He's coming back on Tuesday but im going to miss himmmm!

Anyways..Here's a picture i found from my 16th party..There's actually a really funny story behind it..

You see right, the place i held my 16th party at had a pool..So i KNEW i was going to get thrown in FOR SURE and i didnt wanna ruin my top so i brought a t-shirt and shorts to change into just in case la..But you know, it NEVER occured to me that my bastard friends would throw me in BEFORE we cut the cake and took pictures!! So during the party, they were all sitting in one corner talking and not socialising with people so i got annoyed and went up to them and was like "WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING?!?!" So they were like "Nothing, nothing" then the group broke up..A lil later, Siang comes to me and goes "We have your birthday present outside" And i was like "Bring it inside la!" And then Siang was like "We cant..Sing Kiat's on the phone..We called him for you" (I was still with Sing Kiat at the time and he was in Australia) So i was all "Awwww! How sweet!" So i went outside and Gan was at the other end of the pool on the phone..So i thought "Okay la..This is for real" But then as im walking there, Gan HANGS UP and all of them surround me and they pick me up like i weigh nothing and throw me into the pool in my pretty top and jeans!! And then they all laugh like its damn funny and ohmygod i was so pissed at them coz the rest of my birthday pictures are of me in a t-shirt and SHORTS with WET HAIR AND STREAKY MAKE-UP..Bastards..And not like they threw me in at the end of the party you know!! It was like BEFORE we cut the cake!!

So back to the picture..I was looking through all my old pictures today and guess what i found?? A picture of the boys planning my "present" and me going up to them and being all "WHAT ARE YOU DOING??!" See..Look at my pissed off stance..Hahahahaha!

Damn losers man my friends..If you do that to me again at my 18th, im not going to invite you for my 21st!!

Tell Me Why

Exams are over, bitch!!

Right after my Chem exam today, i came home to sleep coz i was up until 3am last night..Woke up, took a shower and then i went for a casting..Ben came along with me and he ended up casting for a different job..The guy was like "Can i cast your boyf too?" Lol..Then i (when i say i, i mean my pakcik) sent Ben home and then i came home..Ben cam over for dinner and then we went to Cineleisure to watch Whisper..Its an OKAY movie la..Bumped into the whole IB gang after the movie..Hi you guys!! Exams are over!! Lol..

I feel so free..Like i have nothing to do..Wheeeeeeee!! : D



coz i know we'll make it through

Public Display of Affection

No i havent gone into another blogging slump..I've just been really busy with finals coz im really determined to do well this time..I think i did okay for my English, Spanish and Business but i totally messed up my Math paper..And i should actually be studying Chem now but im feeling very rebellious since exams end tomorrow..Omg, im so pathetic..

I really should be studying Chem coz its my weakest subject..No actually, Math is my weakest subject and then Chem..Im so not a logical person la..Science and Math just dont make sense to me..But i can come up with the most ridiculous cheerleading motions and jumps so im not stupid okay..

I should have taken Physics right? But if i take Physics then i have to do Math..

Life should be easier..

I wish i was a hamster..



I was so sick of reading about sole traders and the distribution channels and atoms and equilibrium and morality in Huck Finn so i took a picture of myself..Dont judge me okay!! I havent camwhored in a long time and my brain was so tired that i needed to indulge in an activity that required me to use as little brain cells as possible..

Okay..The guilt of not studying is setting in..Stupid concience..