I've Commited The Perfect Crime

Its official..SPM results are coming out on the 12th of March..Shite man..I dont even know what to say..Im so freaking scared..Seriously..I cant deal with not doing well..And i DEFINITELY cant deal with people asking me what my results are and having to say 3 or 4A's or something like that..FUCK!!!

And on top of that..Im sick..My throat hurts..My head hurts..My whole body hurts..I cant taste anything i eat..I cant smell anything..Everytime i cough, it feels like my lungs are coming out AND i missed sukan tara..And i feel so freaking guilty..Like i let red house down..

AND i missed Muse because my boyfriend was all "I dont think you should go" and all that..And everyone says it was like THE best concert they had ever been to..Gee..Thanks Ben..Okay la, fine..It wasnt REALLY his fault..But it was kind of..I bet you he's gonna get pissed at me for saying this..Hahahahahaha!!

Why am i laughing?? This is supposed to be a really whiny, annoying, bratty post..So okay..Back to whining..

AND i missed dinner at Manda's place last night coz i was feeling so shitty and all i wanted to do was sleep..So i didnt go..

AND sports day is next week and Stunners 06 havent been practicing coz everyone is so busy with house cheer..And who's gonna get into trouble if we arent good?? I AM!!

This has NOT been a good week..

Okay..Off i go to sort all this shite out..

Holy crap, i have so much to do..

AND i have a math test tomorrow..

Fuck..

And um..This is going to TOTALLY ruin the whole whiny mood i have created but im going ti blog about our "road trip" really soon..But a quick summary..Nizam has this "brilliant" idea to go on a road trip and it involved me walking in the freaking JUNGLE in FLIP FLOPS for an HOUR!!

More..Soon..

Flip You Hair And Pout For The Camera

Dear blog..Im sorry for ignoring you the past week but i've been realy busy..And the days i havent been busy..I've been..Lazy..Ehehehe..But i promise i still love you and to show you how much i love you..I'll blog one super long post and blog in DETAIL (Uh..Whatever details i can remember la) And i promise i still love you and its really weird talking to you like this, its like talking to my camera (Which i DONT) So i'll just name you kay..I'll name youuuu..Pinky..Coz my camera's name is Blacky coz it's black, DUH!! Okay..Love you Pinky..

So!! Right..Lets start with the 14th of February..First day of Forensics/Valentines Day..

And in conjuction with Forensics, i'll start off with an extremely horrible picture of our darling coach Ms Kalai, who looks very unsatisfied/angry/frustrated/amused probably because our darling Lexy (Alex) forgot his lines to Sandra (The play, not the person) AGAIN!!



Okay..So anyway..The day started of very dark and early (I woke up at 6am..AM!! I dont even wake up that early for SCHOOL!) Got to school and we discovered that our bus wasnt there..So everyone was in a state of panic coz the first event (Debate) was at 8.15 and it was already 7.30..So the bus FINALLY came and we left school at like 7.40..So anyways..On top of being late to pick us up..The STUPID bus driver didnt know where he was going (He thought we were going to GIS instead of ISKL) So needless to say, the debaters missed their first debate which im sure sucked BIG TIME for them..So anyways..Watched Mel and Lexy do duet acting..And Lexy forgot his lines AGAIN! But he covered it really well la..So it was okay..Went to grab a bite at the cafeteria..Their baked potato is so sinfully yummmmmms!! Then i had OI..Mum came to watch me so that was really good..Then waited around for our results..I was ranked 4 4 coz i was dropped down one place for going overtime..So anyways..Waited at ISKL for the STUPID BUS DRIVER until like 7.30 coz the STUPID BUS broke down and they had to send another bus..I swear to God that, that bus driver is the spawn of the devil..The bus ride home was good though..We all laughed alot eventhough we were all REALLY tired..I think we were so tired that we were hyper..You know..When you're just SO TIRED that everything is funny..Yeah..Thats probably what made us all so..Happy..But the bus ride home was probably the best (Okay la..Second best) thing that happened to me all day..So anyways..I get home tired, sweaty and dirty and all i wanted to do was take a shower and sleep..So i open my room door cranky and tired and i find the most GORGEOUS bouquet of flowers on my table from my incredibly sweet boyfriend!!

Awwww..So sweet kan?? I know..PINK roses and lilies..So pretty..But okay la..Actually right..He chose the pink roses and Manda chose the lilies coz he wanted the flowers to match! So cute kan?? So okay la..This was the best thing that happened to me all day la..

15th of February 2nd day of Forensics

The bus was on time this time so no worries..Got to ISKL on time..First event was OI..I was glad to get it out of the way like first thing in the morning..Hung around and watched the others do their events..Got my results..I was ranked 1 1 but i didnt make semi finals coz like i needed a score of 8 or less to make it to semi finals and because i was dropped down one rank for being over time the day before i had 10 instead of 8..So that sucked cock and i cried..Lol..Semi finalists from our school were Kareem for OI, Myrah and Lyn-Li for OO, Mel and Lexy for duet acting, Ain for solo acting and Naj for Improm..And Cath made it to the finals which is a MAJOR accomplishment considering that this is her FIRST time and OI is a really tough event..But anyways..CONGRATULATIONS to all of you!! Left ISKL early coz i got a text from Jijam asking me to be at The Curve at 4.30 coz he has something important to tell us and guess who was there?!?

M'S BACK FROM UK!! So we hung out at Friday's for a little while and then Jijam and Ben sent me home..

16th of February Forensics finals and Ling/Andrew/Marc's 18th birthday

I didnt go for finals coz i had been missing too many classes and i really couldnt afford to miss anymore..Yes la okay..Im such a nerd..Stayed back in school until 4.30 to paint the CAS banner..Yes la okay! I have no life la!! Andddddd..The 16th also marked the birthday's of 3 people..Marc, Andrew andddddd..

CHONG KHAI LING!!

Happy birthday you beeyatch!! You're legal DAMNIT!!

We were supposed to go out that night but i dont know why we didnt..Hmmm..But at school, we had a cake for Andrew (arranged by Nad of course)

17 of February Chinese New Year Eve

I spent the whole day lazing around at home..I seriously cannot remember what i did..Lol..OH!! NOW I REMEMBER!! I had reunion lunch with relatives from my mum's side..So me and my cousins were talking and all..Then i cant remember what i did..I think i may have slept for a little while and then i had reunion dinner with relatives from my dad's side..Yeah..Then i talked to Ben until i fell asleep..Why is it called reunion lunch/dinner yarrr??

18th of February first day of Chinese New Year

Gong Xi Fa Cai everyone!! Went to visit my grandparents first thing in the morning..I was wearing red!! Damn ong man!! Had breakfast and my grandparens house then we came home to rest before going to Ikano coz my dad needed to get God knows what from that hardware shop in Ikano..I bought PS, I Love you by Cecelia Ahern from Popular which is a freaking sad book but my insensitve boyfriend thinks its funny..Loser..Most of the shops in Ikano were closed though..So there was nothing much to do/look at..Came home and i think we had dinner at home..

19th of February second day of Chinese New Year

Had lunch at one of my mum's friends house..Aunty Sousa..Her kids can play the piano/violin amazingly well..I mean seriously..They're like..Prodigy-ish..Came home and then Ben texted me and said he and Jijam were going to KLIA to pick Riam up so i tagged along..Waited at KLIA for like 2 or 3 hours coz there was a communication mix up but it was cool..Went back to Riam's house for a little while and then just as we were leaving, Ben closed the Trooper door and Jijam had left the keys in the car sooooo..You can guess what happened next..Yup! We were locked out of the car!! And our handphones, wallets and their fags were IN the car..So my dad came and picked us up, took Jijam and Ben to Jijam's house to get the spare key and then back to Riam's..Lol..Thanks daddy..Love you!!

20th of February

I seriously cant remember what i did..OH! Yes i do!! I went to my aunty's house..Anddd..Thats it i think..Ya..

21st of February

M and Riam had planned a girl's day out..It was the first time all of us were hanging out together again since everyone left for their repective holidays..So Riam came and picked me up and then we picked M up and then we met Manda at Bangsar Village..Had lunch at Mizu..Talked talked talked and talked..Then we went to Bangsar Village 2 and chilled at Starbucks with Ben and his two cousins Ire and Fariza..Oh..And before we went to Starbucks, Riam and Manda wanted to pre-order the Harry Potter book but the lady at MPH was so freaking incompetent so they didnt..Talked talked talked at Starbucks and then it was time to go home..

22nd of February

Ben came over in the morning and then later Jijam joined us at Syed..Then we came home to my place and watched half of two movies..Night At The Museum and Emily Rose..Then Jijam and Ben left and i got ready for ballet..I hadnt been for ballet for almost 2 weeks so i could BARELY remember my work and Ms Teh was so pissed at me coz my exam is like, in a month..Then mum, daddy and Bryan came to pick me and we went to KL to pick my cousins up from their hotel and then we went ALL THE WAY back to Sunway coz daddy wanted to eat at Tony Roma's which is in Sunway Pyramid..Finished dinner and then sent them ALL THE WAY back to KL and then came ALL THE WAY back home to PJ..

23rd of February

Was supposed to go to OU with Riam to do our nails but my dad wouldnt let me go so whatever..Ben came over in the morning coz he wanted to drop the stuff he got for me from UK off at my place..Then he went for the 6 hour driving talk and i went to OU with my dad for a little while to get this book called the Crucible which i need for my English..Had something to eat there and then came home..Then Ben came over again coz he said the driving thing was boring..Lol..So we hung out and he left a little while ago..Oh..Anddddd..He bought me this tank top/hipster set from Calvin Klein anddddd suprisingly..He got me the correct size!! I was like..Not bad!! Lol..And yarrrr..He got me really really pretty thingsss..Thank you sweetheart..But he has really good taste la..Although im PRETTY sure his sister kind of okay-ed everything he chose for me..Lol..

And right..If you have a weak stomach/are easily upset..I suggest you DONT look at this next picture..

Oh and this!! Haha!! This is because my boyfriend hit me..Okay fine..Not really..I got it during cheer..But saying my boyfriend hit me is alot cooler than saying its coz of cheer..But no one would believe that Ben hit me..Maybe coz everytime i said it i'd start laughing..The cause of this is actually CARMEN CHEN!! Lol..I bet this is gonna make her feel REALLY bad..But nono..Its okay sweetie..I'd rather have a bruise on my knee than let you fall from a cradle.. =)

Pictures from Forensics/Chinese New Year/the girls day out/the things my darling boyfriend got for me will be up soon..

OKAY!! This post is damn kau long!! Soooo..Enjoy ya'll!! I love you Pinky!!

Oh and one more thing..Sometime in the course of the past week..I got GREY'S ANATOMY SEASON 3!! =DD

So anyways..Off i go to finish watching Grey's Anatomy!! And i hope people still read my blog!!

Bye everyone!!

Psychadelic Love

Okay..I would really love seeing that today is Valentines day AND the first day of Forensics but im too damn tired so expect a looooong post either tomorrow (If im not too tired) or Friday..

But a quick summary of today..

6am..Bus..Debate..Duet Acting..OO..Disqualified..Baked potato..OI..Overtime..Ranking..Solo..Extemp..Improp..Bus..Song..Marbles..Fun..Laughter.. Flowers..Boyfriend..Bestfriends..

Now i shall leave you with a few verryyyy interesting pictures..And wish me luck for my second round of OI tomorrow!! I need it..




I think this is a cool picture..



I think this is an even COOLER picture!!



See the resemblance?



This was taken last Halloween..

Pictures from forensics and Valentines will be posted up..Soon..

Happy Valentines Day Everyone!! =D

Stand On A Rooftop And Shout It Out

Forensics tournament is tomorrow..Oh, Lordy!! Have mercy on us!! Im nerrrrrrvoussss!! But thank goodness im only doing OI and im not doing acting so i dont have any lines to memorise..A huge huge huuuuuge thanks goes out to Isa who helped me with my OI piece today..What would i have done without you?? Nowwww..Pray that i get into finals! Actually..I hope we all get into finals!! Everyone's been working so hard..ESPECIALLY Matt's OO piece, Mel and Lexy's duet piece, Cath's OI piece and Ain's solo piece..These few..Um..Pieces REALLY deserve to get into finals!! They're all damn good!!

Okay..I cant talk about forensics anymore..Im getting nervous!! Soooo..Im gonna do a tag..

Oh!! But before that..My bestfriends came to school today!! =DD Riam, Ling, Nizam, Sanjiv, Ben and Manda..Right..And Ben's my boyfriend not my bestfriend..I keep forgetting..Coz like..He used to be my bestfriend..And he's still my bestfriend actually..But now he's also my boyfriend and im ranting and im going to stop..But yarrrr..Awwww..Thanks for coming my darlings..Love all of you with all my heart!!

Okay right..Tag..

Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!

1. Not many people know this but i have this thing about people using my stationary..Its not that im selfish, its just that PEOPLE TAKE MY STUFF WITHOUT ASKING AND DONT PUT IT BACK..And right..SOME PEOPLE use my eraser like..The wrong way..Yes there is a right way to use my eraser and i REALLY DONT LIKE IT WHEN PEOPLE USE MY ERASER THE WRONG WAY and even typing this is pissing me off..So okay..Basically, i dont like people using my stationary without asking..If you ask first though, its okay..

2. I miss having braces..I DONT KNOW WHY!! But i do!! Sometimes..

3. I only eat fruits that are cold..I wont eat any fruit that is not cold..

4. I think that having to eat all those gross, yucky stuff the people eat on Fear Factor is really cool and i would TOTALLY do it..

5. I like kids..But only when they're being cute and nice and darling..I think that when (If i ever) have kids, i'll only deal with my kid when it's being..Good and cute!! If it cries or is being a bitch..I'll give the kid to the maid/nanny to deal with..

6. Okay..This isnt so weird but im a hoarder..I cant throw things away..Even stupid things like sea shells which i dont even like anymore that i collected in Pangkor when i was three..I always think that "i will use them someday"

Okay..Those of you who think that im a weirdo/an evil bitch..AT LEAST IM BEING HONEST OKAY!! And im actually pretty normal..Really..

Andddd..I tag..Manda, Riam, Ben, Nicole Danielle, Kris andddd...Diandra!!

Okay!! Off i go to practice my OI piece some more..

Hershey's Chocolate Kisses

I had a Chem test today..And im going to fail for sure..No seriously..I suck so hard at Chem..Okay..Im getting upset just talking about it so we wont talk about it..But IM GOING TO FAAAAAIIIL!!

Oh..And while we're on the subjects of tests and failing..SPM RESULTS ARE COMING OUT IN 16 DAYS YA'LL!! Okay..Did i say failing?? Choi choi choi!! Touchwood touchwood (Im superstitious that way..ESPECIALLY when it comes to my results) And how do i know this? I know this because me and Ben saw Syira at OU yesterday and she told us..So start praying ya'll!! And everyone else start praying for meee!!

Okay okay..Seriously..No more talking about results and tests and Chemistry and failing..Okay..

Happy thought..Postive thinking..

I went to OU with Ben yesterday (Okay fine..I dont know how being at OfreakingU is happy OR positive but work with me here okay!) We watched The Holiday which is a pretty good movie..Your typical cliched movie about the-girl-who-got-cheated-on-and-who-swears-of-men-and-then-unexpectedly-finds-love-in-the-good-guy kind of movie..But it was interesting la..Its the kind of movie you have to watch..Even if its not on the top of the list..You just HAVE to watch it..Youknowwhatimean? Ya okay..And Ben met my grandparents, my aunty and uncle AND my godmum yesterday..It was kinda funny coz i was having lunch with them and then i asked Ben to come meet me when he got to OU and i didnt tell him that i was with all of them but he suspected it anyway but it was really funny coz he was all being all polite and good boy and ya (For best effect, pretend that im saying it reallyreallyreallyfast without taking a breath) Ya okay la..But even if it was just OfreakingU..I had fun..Awww..So sweet..I know..Lol!

Oh and you know right..Has anyone heard this Pizza Hut commercial on the radio? Its like this kid and the kid is all "Fooood..I need foood..I think im going to faint" ITS FREAKING FUNNY!! There's this..Desperation in the kid's voice and i swear to God when you hear it you'll laugh till you wet yourself..It is SO FUNNY!!

Forensics today was good..I FINALLY..Uh..Finalized my OI piece..Im going this piece called Rock Melon by this Indian writer..Its about him cheating on his wife with his wife's sister..Very interesting and very strong imagery..So yay!! And we played Truth or Dare today..Which was also very fun..I had a good laugh.. =D

OH!! And i just remembered something..Okay..As most of you know..I highlighted my hair after SPM..But because i came back to Sri Fucking KDU to do IfreakingB dyeing you hair is still "prohibited" because Sri Fucking KDU student have "an image to uphold" SO! They wont allow me to compete in Forensics/Cheer if i dont dye my hair back because im "representing the school and i carry the school's name on my shoulders" I seriously dont think that just because i have HIGHLIGHTED hair, people will think any less of me..And its not like i highlighted my whole head!! I only have two strands of hair highlighted!! OH!! AND HERE'S THE BEST PART!! My Forensics tournament is THIS WEDNESDAY and i have to dye it back to black by then..And if i dont..Im not allowed to compete..Its things like this that make me wonder why the fuck i came back to this hell hole of a school..IS MY HAIR REALLY GOING TO AFFECT ANYTHING?!? Fuck that shite man!!

Okay..Im too damned pissed to think of anything else to write so whatever la..I am going to call my bestfriend and bitch some more to her..

What happened to happy thought and positive thinking?!? Okay okay..I will leave you with this (Im too lazy to post a picture so picture it in your mind)

Rainbows..The beach..A field of pink carnations..A bright blue sky..An ice-cream cone on a hot hot day..Cheerleading..A super hot boy/girl..Getting 10 A's for your SPM..Calamine lotion (I like Calamine lotion! Its so..Cold!) A hug from your bestfriend..Sleeping in on a Sunday morning..Birds singing outside your window..

You get the point..

Im The Chance You Had To Take

I miss you guys like fucking crazy..Its really not the same without you guys..At least M will be coming home soon but Kent and Zheng..Words seriously cant descirbe how much i miss you guys..Love you all as much as a fat kid loves chocolate cake..

And im sorry for the lack of updates..I've been busy as all hell..The forensics tournament in on Wednesday and i have yet to finalize my OI piece (Its been changed twice in the pase week) I havent been to class for a week because of forensics..But i've been having a good time with the rest of the forensics team..They make me laugh..

I went for the Cliff Richard concert in Genting yesterday..And while i so was not looking forward to go see a 67 year old man sing songs that were famous before i was born..I have to admit that it was a really good concert and he sang really well and i enjoyed myself..For a 67 year old man..He's incredibly fit..2 hours of dancing and singing..I dont know if i can even do ONE hour! And i even knew a few of the songs he sang! But yeah..I enjoyed myself la..And i definitely dont regret going.. =)

Okay..So..I'll try to come back and blog tomorrow..But really..No promises..Im seriously so busy..

But wait!! Shout out to Rah and Paul!! Awwww!! Im so so happy for you guys!! Huggsss!!

I miss all of them..I havent been in class with them for a week!! And Ying..Here's to you and all your sexual encounters (I heard about the guy and the toilet when you guys were at The Curve) HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Oh..And my brother is watching football..The Malaysian team is playing..I dont know against who or where though..But its on RTM 1 and its a siaran langsung..And the commentator is..Commenting in Malay..And they wonder why no one watches Malaysian football..OH!! ITS JOHOR AGAINST SELANGOR!! Not Malaysia..Okay you know what..I like Malaysia and all but seriously..Malay is such a stupid language..I cant believe i had to learn Malay for 11 years..And yes i know that i live in Malaysia and that speaking Malay is neccesary but do i REALLY need to know about some guy in America who's losing his apple farm (This short story was part of my Sastera component in Form 5) Yes..I had to learn about a guy in America losing his apple farm in MALAY..I mean seriously..Is that really neccesary?!? IM SO GLAD TO BE DONE WITH MALAY!! And right..Do you know that berdating, pronounced ber-day-ting which means um..To date someone..Is a legit word..Who in the WORLD authorised that word?!? But seriously..Its a real word..

Wow..Im seriously so glad to be done with Malay..Ahora hablo espanol y es mucho mas util que Malay..

Okay! Anyways..Its late and i was supposed to leave like..15 minutes ago..Soooo..Bye ya'll!!

This Has Got Me Feeling Naughty

It was a "i-NEED-to-be-in-the-picture" moment.. @ Ben's house..



Words cannot describe how much they mean to me.. @ Maison..



It was Siang's turn to have a "i-NEED-to-be-in-the-picture" moment.. @ Maison..



Ling looked gorgeous beyond gorgeous last night.. @ Maison..

Sniff sniff..I miss M like crazy!! @ Maison..

Awwww..Doesnt Jijam look like such a nice little boy? @ Maison..

Just coz they look so damn cute.. @ Maison..

He's leaving soon!! =( @ Maison..

MU..Pfft..Losers.. @ Maison..

My girls..Miss you M.. @ Maison..

Ling and Manda think i look "cute" and "happy" @ Maison..

Kiss kiss kissy.. @ Maison..

Maison was packed with a million kabajillion people last night..Like..You couldnt walk two steps without hitting someone kind of packed..It was insane beyond insane..But i had an awesome time nevertheless..It was like a reunion..My first time clubbing with Riam and Ben since they got back from Canada/UK..But yeah..I had a really really good time..Even though i had to leave early coz i had class today..Yes! I went clubbing last night and woke up ON TIME for class today!! AND i had double chem this morning..AND i was doing experiments..Titration..And those who do chem know how you have to pay very careful attention when doing titration..And i was okay..Im so proud of myself!! =DD

Cheer practice today was cancelled AGAIN coz so many people couldnt make it..So we just hung out and talked and did like..Play play stunts..Like we were just playing around..Then i went to ou with my mum and we did some shopping..But this really pretty top and this really pretty pair of pants from Blook..The pants are like..Harem/gypsy-ish..Very very nice..And i bought two tops from Giordano as well..

So okay..Im really sleepy and i have no plans tomorrow and i have to call Riam later and then i have to talk to Ben and i also have to practice my OI piece and finish all my assignments and im kinda babbling now so im gonna go..

Have a great weekend ya'll!!

I sound like i wont be coming back to blog this weekend..But i will!! Promise i'll make the effort!! =)

Oh..And does anyone have difficulty reading my posts?? Like for any reason or whatever?? Lemme know kayy?? Bye ya'll!!

Its In The Way You Kiss Me

Okay..Its my first OFFICIAL holiday of the year..My first (Okay fine..Not really..) break from classes and im at home blogging..Hahahaha!!

You know right..The other day..Mr Jonathan (My IB-coordinator which basically means he's the big boss) called me into his office and told me i'd been missing too many classes..Lol! So funny right?? Whatever la..

And right..I actually had alot of things to blog about but then Ben called and then i called Riam so now i forgot..

Okay..Good news is..Im definitely going to Maison tonight even though i have class tomorrow..Bad news is..I have to be back by 2..Good news is..They're playing RnB at Maison tonight and i love RnB and i havent danced to RnB for ages! Bad news is..I cant go to Cynna on Friday coz im going out tonight..

My dad and my grandpa talked to me the other day about my clubbing habits..They said that they understood that i wanted to go and have fun and all but its not safe for me to go coz im still young and people nowadays can be really evil..And they said how if anything happened to me they would both go insane and all that..I dont know..I understand where they're coming from but they also need to understand that me and my friends dont do anything stupid..I would never do anything that would put me or my friends in danger..And like..Ben and Nizam and Sanjiv and Siang and all would never let anything happen to me..But i also know that the only reason my dad and grandpa dont want me to go clubbing is coz they love me which i why i've decided to cut down on clubbing..No im not gonna stop enitrely but i am gonna cut down..

Okay..And Ben just called me and i suck at multi-tasking so im gonna go now..